I turn and my moms glass shatters on the floor.
I turn and I see people.
I turn a book and forget everything in reality.
I turn in bed dreaming about dumb shit that I believe has a meaning.
It does have a meaning.
A deeply obsession with someone who does not even know you exist. What's a single word used to describe that sentence. I don't know.
I will look into it later.
Its crazy how one word can describe how you feel, think , or basically anything.
This year. 2020. I have felt "Eternal" never ending. On going.
But come to think of it. Is anything really on going. Everything and everyone will stop one day. I don't really believe in heaven, hell, or anything. Im not selfish. Im not one of those people who will say shit like... Aliens don't exist , dinosaurs, dragons, mermaids. Because to be 100% honest if you don't believe in shit like that you are selfish. How can you wake up one day and not go into deep thinking about life and shit. You really think you are the only living being, form, object. No bitch were all just an art project to this dude. A quick little bored game.
I played a bored game. But it was a fun one.
So a fun game I played.
