Insensible

Chapter 3- Friends; w/ benefits?

        Fuck.

        "What?" He asked looking at me.

        "Nothing.. I didnt say anything." I nervously laugh.

        "I know that. What was that?" He raises an eyebrow. He obviously heard it.

        "It slipped, I dont know what happened. You moved and I.. I dont know," I uncomfortably stamer. He watches me and laughs. Blood rushes to my face and I push together my thighs, hopefully causing friction that wouldnt be noticable.

        "Alright," He says and stands up. I watch him get up and he takes me off guard by taking off his shirt. He is now only left in boxer briefs , which cling tight to his crotch. I watch him, trying not to stare. "I mean its fine, we all have our moments. At least you dont have to cover a hard on." His choice of words affect me even more. I pull down my top the slightest bit, and my breasts push up. Harry isnt watching as I do so, but once he glances at me he looks over my chest.

        "I guess," I smile and he does the same but moves over to the bed and sits down next to me. His legs brush mine and I part my mouth. I bring my lip between my teeth and glance up at him. I push my thighs together and groan internally. I got so heated up from him by the simplest move.

        "Damn it, Vi." I turn and he leans in. Oh god. Our lips meet somehow, and my hand grabs onto his torso and his neck. He pulls me ontop of him and I straddle his lap. He runs his hands up and down my sides stroking my back and waist. I moan as he moves farther up and places his hands on my breast. I feel his chest slowly. He now has a hard on, directly under my crotch. I sit back and roll my hips, feeling him. Moans leave both of our mouths. I move back and look at him.

        "What just happened?" I asked between breaths. He shrugs and grinds against me once more a little harder. I moan loudly, considering my tights are thin. He glances up at me and I close my eyes as his crotch moves a little faster.

        "Oh god, Violet.." His voice trails off as he still grinds against me. I moan and put my hands on his hip. He then takes my hand and places it on his crotch. I widen my eyes but he just nods. I move my hand up and down to feel him. His hard on grows even more somehow, and he moans. I bite my lip and look at him. I've kissed a few people, make out with him a bit, but I have never went this far with someone.

        "I haven't really done this before.." I mutter. My friends make out with each other and I think it's big deal.. but they never hook up like this.

        "It feels great," He replies with his mouth parted. I nod and move slightly quicker. Confused, I go to lean in to kiss him, but he flips us over. I open my mouth, but he places his hand on my breast and moves his fingers against it. I close my eyes and moan. He moves down and slips his hand under my tights and over my panties. He palms me slowly. I imediantly moan and open my eyes wide. He stares at me with lust taking him over. One hand is simply palming me at a medium pace, while the other hand is moving up and down his buldge. I stare at his hand and moan once he moves over a sensitive part of me.

        "How does it feel?" He asks, lowering himself to my ear. I open my eyes wide and moan louder than before.

        "Oh god," I mutter. I have nothing to compare this to. I push off his hand and flip us over. I grind against him and lean in. The kiss is forced and incredibly sexy. He moans, and grabs a hold of my hand and pulls his boxers down. His cock hits his stomach, and I widen my eyes. He's huge. He holds onto my hand and rubs his thumb against my knuckles. I look at him confused, and he guides me.

        "Like this," He shows me without my hand first, by moving his hand up and down. He pumps himself and closes his eyes. I nod and follow. I move slightly faster. He groans loudly. I have no experience, but I take a shot and lean forward. My lips touch the tip of him, and I move down.

        "Woah, Vi." He opens his eyes suddenly. I continue down, and move my tongue along the side as I suck. I bob my head faster than before and he moans louder and louder. He grips onto my hair and moves his hips up to meet my lips. "Violet, I'm going to cum." He groans and thrusts a few more times. "If you dont want to have it in your mouth, I'm telling you now to stop." He warns, but I dont stop. He moans louder and louder until his legs stiffen and his cock twitches. "Oh fuck, Violet."

        I swallow and ignore the salty taste. I watch him calm down and he looks up at me. "How did this even start.." I mutter and place my hands on my face. He fixes his boxers and glances up at me.

        "I dont know, you were biting your lip and your chest was out.. I dont know damn it." He rushes out. I glance up at him and quckly move off the bed. I walk around the room and look at the time. Its been three hours since we got home.

He comes back, still bare and I wonder what to do. I stand up and put my hair up as he clothes himself.

"Are we a thing?" I let out, hoping to break the ice.

He stops rummaging through the drawers and looks up at me. "Yeah." He says slowly.. then laughs hysterically.

I stare with fake confusion and he instantly stops. "Oh.. you're serious." He speaks with shock and looks away. "Listen, V-"

"Got you!" I burst, unable to continue farther. "I had to Im sorry, the tension in the room could be cut with a knife and it was killing me."

He takes a few breaths. "Oh."

"But really, what is this." I ask as I sit in a nearby chair

"I don't know.. I didn't think it would get this far. Before it was just a bit of joking around and stuff." He moves to the bed.

"Joking around?" I laugh

"Not like that, you know what I mean."

"I don't know.. I enjoyed it. Did you?" I look away and fiddle with my thumbs

"Of course.. I just don't think we should label what's happening," He says.

"But what else could we do?" I ruffle my hair and add, "what are we, friends with benefits?"

"No strings attached?" He says

"We could be," I get up and sit next to him.

"Maybe just for fun. I don't want to ruin what we have as friends.. I feel like it's already altered from the moves you made before." I nudge as he darts his eyes into a squint and laughs

"Really? Me? How about you, sucking my fingers, feeling me up, bending over in your easy access panties, and moaning randomly!"

I choke on my saliva and bolt up. "I didn't mean to be sexual when you gave me the batter. And you said you were okay with me changing in front of you! I had to pick something up and I didn't think you were looking, oh my god that's so embarrassing.. and the other two were all accidental you know that." I spit as blush creeps onto my cheeks

"Don't be embarrassed about the panty thing.. I mean I saw your entire crotch but I me-"

"OH MY GOD.." I interrupt and double over onto the bed.

He looks down at me, and moves into the ball of human embarrassment that's called Violet. "Vi.. it's fine," he opens me up and places his hands on my waist. "Easy for me to say bc it's not like my junk was exposed, oh wait.."

"Shut up," I giggle and shove him. He falls onto his back and I move on top. Oh no.