My one love

Time standing still

Hey y'all I just wanted to say that so far I love writing this book and that I really hope y'all like it
—- this is after school———-
Kageyama POV:
We walked home taking the longer way to enjoy each others company on the way back we walked past the park hey do you want to walk to the park I asked him why not he said we stroll through the park holding hands I see this trail that leads off and I pull him onto it leaning him up against a tree what Kageyama he says with puppy dog eyes I looked down at him kiss him on the lips nibbling on his bottom lip I ask for an entrance and he let me in I explore every spot in his mouth with my tongue exploring the deepest parts of his mouth he puts his hand up my shirt feeling my skin tracing my abs after about 20 minutes we pulled away his face was red as a cherry
— BIG FAT TW FOR SELF HARM AHEAD PLZ BE CAREFUL WHEN READING——-
Hinata's POV:
After we were done with our make out session we headed back to the main trail and we made our way home he kiss me good night at my door and headed to his house oh I already missed him I hear my phone ding 
Kageyama: I love you Hinata see you tomorrow 😉
You laugh a little bit and respond with I love you too see you tomorrow I open the doors to my home and takeoff my shoes I see my mother and father sitting at the table my father was a serious look on his face I set my bag down and continue to walk up the stairs I get to the first step and I hear my name called from my father I turn around and motions for me to come sit " Hinata me and your mother have been talking and we think that you and that Kageyama kid need to stop being friends" my father said in a stern voice I look at him feeling a lump in my throat form my face going red my eyes tearing I turned to him and say why " because that boy is turning you into something you're not because I know you are not like that" he said what if I am what if I am like Kageyama what if I like him like that I yelled and then I got up and ran to my room locking the door behind me I ran to my bed crying my face was red and hot all I wanted was to cuddle up against Kageyama for him to wrap his arms
—— FAT TW SELF HARM——around me it was about 1 AM I just stared at the clock for many hours I wasn't tired but I was I got up went over to my desk and picked up a pair scissors I looked at the blades they looked so sharp I sat down on my floor took one of the blades and ran it across my wrist I winced at the pain at first and then I went numb I just continue to cut and cut and cut when I finally got out of my haze my arm and my body was all cut up I ran to the bathroom I rinse off my arm and the rest of me the water getting into my cuts making it burn after I clean them and put bandages on them I got to my room and pick up my phone I text Kageyama

Me: babe you up I need to talk to you
Kageyama: yea what's up
Me: I cut my self and my mom and dad found out and they want me to break up with you and I'm scared all I want is to be with you
Kageyama: baby I'll be right of there just hold on how bad are you bleeding
Me: not bad I cleaned it up
Kageyama: ok good

About five minutes later I hear tapping at my window it was Kageyama I open it he gives me a hug he holds me tight to his chest I melt into his hug for the first time tonight finally feeling safe we sit there hugging each other my legs wrapped around his waist in my arms wrapped around his chest his arms wrapped around me giving me warmth I start to cry softly into his chest he hold me tighter rubbing my back rocking side to side I slowly start to drift off to sleep in his arms it was around 4 AM and I feel him start to lay me down in my bed I hear him whisper in my ear I'll see you at 6:15 I love you baby and I'm so glad that you texted me me too I whispered very sleepless and time felt as if it was standing still

IK Thought this was a sad chapter I'm sorry the next one will probably be a little bit happier I really hope you're enjoying this book so far WORD COUNT: 852