There's Nothing I Can Do When It Comes To You

EPISODE - 01

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Kang Ha Jin's POV

I stared at the large school in front of me for god knows how long. My hands were getting super sweaty and my throat was continuously going dry as my stare stuck at the building. Wanna know why is this old ass building scaring me to my edge? Well, I have heard many rumors about this school being hell for the new students and apparently, I am one right now. It was always a nightmare for me and still is to admit in this horrifying school. I'd always nag mom how much I hated this school and now I'm here and it all happened because of mom. I have no other choice but to admit my nightmare now.

What if they start bullying me as soon as I step in? Who am I kidding, I know they would bully me because of this damn weak look god gave me. My first day at school always ends up like this. – I sighed for the hundredth time. The thought of being a new student always scares me because of my middle school era which ended up me being the punching bag to the seniors, same situation.

Inhaling a large amount of Oxygen, I took a step forward and decided to not turn back again for the eighth time. Let's do it. Let's just get over it...

I entered the school without turning back this time. As soon as I entered the large corridor of my new school I found myself awe-ing at the beautiful culture of this school from the inside. It was clean and neat, students were all looking they are from prestigious families. Just as I thought. Being afraid of the stares from the sides and fronts, I begin to take large steps to get away from it.

I have to be brave. I can do it. Yeah, I can. Just go... but where? - I stopped mid-way. I don't know where my classroom or the teacher's office is. Now I'm standing in the middle of the corridor thinking about what I should do next. After a long debate in my brain whether to ask someone or just find it myself, I decided to ask someone as I took a step toward a boy, whose back was leaning on the wall near a classroom, listening to music.

''Excuse me! Can you tell me the way to the teacher's office?'' – I asked as politely as ever. He looked at me before pulling out his earbuds, ''It's on the third floor to the left.''

''Thanks'' – I gave him a smile before going to the teacher's office. Mentally signed in relief that it didn't go bad like the last time, at my middle school.

Woo, that was smooth. Let me take this as a rumor and calm myself down. There's no way students would be that violent, right? If they dare to lay a finger on me I'd just make a complaint or something and that person will be expelled, simple. – I smiled internally. This time I would be brave enough to come out to the teacher or the headmaster if anything goes wrong. 

I took the stairs as I was instructed. I was looking outside from the corridor when I spotted students playing dodge ball on the field. The students were divided into two groups, one for girls and one for boys and I must say that the girls are brilliant at this game rather than boys. While I was watching them, my eyes lingered toward a boy who wasn't playing but lying on the bleacher, watching the sky.

Wow, he's so handsome – I thought as I saw him. He really is handsome by judging his whole charming body from head to toe. He has slightly wavy dark black hair along with a pair of dark black eyes. His slightly tanned skin tone and his brilliant sense of fashion caught all of my attention.  Oh, and his brows, god they are so perfect, everything is perfect about him in one word. My mouth went dry as I stare down at his tall and muscular features. To be honest I'm a huge fan of muscular tan body and I've never seen such a perfect one. He is the perfect example of a boyfriend.

From early childhood, I've been different from the other kids. They like to play tough and all while I love to stay out of trouble. I like to play alone in my room with my large panda and I even do this at this age, don't ask me why I just love to do it. I also found out I like boys more than girls. That's how I get to know that I'm actually gay. I confirmed it many times by watching gay porn. Well, I know it's wrong to watch them so early, we all are a little curious about this world, aren't we? I watched them mainly to test myself out. I had many crushes from middle school but I didn't have the chance to date anyone, too scared to ask them out.

I looked at him for a bit before turning on my heels. After a few steps I've reached the third floor. As soon as I turn the corner from the stairs, I saw the teacher's office and went inside. Everyone was busy with their schedule. I looked around for a bit before went to the first desk where a middle-aged woman was doing her work.

''Excuse me I'm a new student here for grade 10. Can I know where my classroom is?'' – I asked her politely.

''Give me your application form.''

''Here it is?''

She looked at the paper before typing something on her computer. After like 3-4 minutes she looked at me, '' Um you're Kang Ha Jin, right? 10-3 is your classroom. It's on the 2nd floor.'' – She said and I bowed to her before taking my leave. 

Oh how desperately I want things to go smoothly like this. What is this feeling? It's like something is coming for me, danger - As soon as I exited the teacher's room, someone bumped into me from behind. Due to the extreme force from behind, I fell down on my knees and hand. getting a few scratches on my right palm and knees. I yelped loudly before looking at the boy. Oh it's the guy I have seen earlier at the bleacher, the handsome guy.

''Don't you have eyes or something? Say sorry'' – He ramped at me like a mad man, as if it was my fault to begin with. His eyes were looking damn scary as they stared at me. Dude, you should be the one apologizing.

''Y-you're t-the one w-who...b-bumped into m-me.'' – I managed to complete my sentence with huge stuttering as I got easily scared by his dark onyx eyes. God his voice is so deep and scary.

''When I say it's your fault then it's definitely your fault'' – He said, hovering over me with his large height. And I found myself get lost in his eyes.