They don't know about us

E i g h t e e n

~Minho's pov~

After I stormed out of the living room I came to the backyard. No one ever uses it but I come here a lot. I was lying on the grass, mentally beating myself up for saying what I said back there cause I knew Jisung would pester me about what I meant.

I love Jisung, I really do... but the last time I told someone about my past... they left me. And I can't let Jisung leave me too. So for now I just have to- "Minho..?" Shit. I knew he would follow me but I never thought he'd find me.

I looked up at him and sighed as he sat down next to me. I closed my eyes waiting for all the questions he was about to throw at me.

I just heard him shuffle and lie next to me. "I don't know what's bothering you..." Jisung's tone was softer than usual and it made my heart melt. "And you don't have to tell me until you're ready. Just know that I'm here by your side no matter what. There's nothing you could ever do or say to make me hate you or leave you Minho."

I opened my eyes and turned to the side Jisung was at. He smiled and I swear the sun started to set early cause it couldn't compare to the brightness of the person next to me.

I propped myself up on my elbow and reached my hand over as I lightly caressed his cheek. He held my hand but not to stop me, just so he could hold it. I smiled.

I rolled over to him and hovered over him. I could get used to the sight of seeing him under me if I'm being honest. I kissed his forehead gently. "Thank you Sungie." He nodded and wrapped his arms around my neck.

I know what he wants and I want it too. Ever so badly. But I had to control myself, for his safety. I mean... I could still kiss him. I slowly leaned down, closing the space in between us. As my lips connected with his I felt safe.

For once I knew what love felt like. There were no sparks or fireworks like in the movies. It was just me and the love of my life.

I was first to pull away reminding Jisung that we had training soon. "Hey Ji?" He hummed and turned around to look at me. "Uhm... Nevermind I'll tell you later.

We both walked inside and got ready for a long and tough day. Luckily today was going to be a bit easier as it was only recording today. Still it was going to be boring. In our debut song 'District 8', me, Hyuunjin and Jeongin hardly had lines. While our all rounders who were going to be a part of a side group called '3racha' had the most.

Seungmin had quite a few too. But I couldn't complain because it was cute to see Jisung try to be all viscous as he rapped.  

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