3 missed calls from Nick,ugh curse him.Why is he even calling me?he just broke up with me two months ago and yes it was his choice!Did he miss me? Is he going to apologize? WHY? Last time we met was when we broke up,we .went to a local bar which his brother Cricket and his band played some songs and I was excited because we haven't met for nearly month (Surprsingly yes).The band club was playing so hard,everyone was jumping and shouting,I scan the sorrounding,every youth looked like untamed wild animals,no,everyone looked like HELL.Now I know why people like to get wasted,well this is a 'stress free zone',when you're drunk,and you're all good. "Nick!" I screamed as the thrashing bodies pinned me into the floor,Nick didn't seemed to hear me luckily a girl noticed my groan,she streched her arms and helped me get up "Malia,are you okay?" I quickly recognized her,she's Clare a junior from my school. "Yeah,thank you" I noded and thanked her. "Er.You're looking for nick?He's over there" she pointed Nick,he's standing near the counter "I bet he's also looking for you,he asked me if I've seen you" she lifted her head to get some air to breathe,suddenly a boy that I did not recognized grabbed her arm and whispered something on her,the boy was petting her hair. "Oh" I whispered to myself.Okay okay I get it.I made my way to the counter and there I saw Nick,what's happening? He looked like he was not enjoying the night,I asked myself if was there something wrong? "Hey what's happening?" I asked him,my voice cracked up "Uhm can we talk?" I waited for for him to start.But he was quite,his hands were shaking.Really? What's happening? Everything seemed wrong,the concerned frown in my face was visible and he seemed to noticed it "WHAT?!" I broke the silence,my voice was furios,he was startled and finally he spoke up "Malia,I...There's...I can't" he paused and was avoiding my gaze.I was very confused,tell me,what's happening! "There's so much going in my life right now and...I don't want to hurt you anymore,sorry...I'm sorry But I am cheating on you I was just waiting for the perfect timing to tell you this.And she is clueless on our relationship.And I'm afraid if she'll know this she might leave me!Sorry but everything's over" I went blank,I froze not knowing what to say and still very confused.why was he doing this to me?! We've been together since for 13 months! Not too long but I guess it's quite enough to know each other,right? ugh,I don't know what to do,no no I'm not crying but I couldn't helped it,this is too much,too much! I thought about what to say."What?You're afraid of losing her?But how about me Nick?How about me!And everything's over?great!it's really easy for you to say that,huh?Haven't you seen it!I was there for you all the time.During your soccer practice,I was your water girl,your cheerleader,I was your nurse,I was..your everything! Without thinking I pushed him so hard that he almost fell on his back. "Malia,I'm sorry,But I love her"He looked very sincere,but there was no pain on his eyes and even a single tear,so he really meant it?to broke up with me?did he practiced his lines? Oh yes "You're a bastard! How could you?" I kept my voice strong but I was crying,I felt my body tensed up.How come I didn't realize?? One month no phone calls,texts,emails and dates!I thought he was busy on his college,I was such an idiot!and I could face palm myslef for it! he grabbed me by my wrist but I shoved him,their were people looking at us but I don't care,all I wanted was to go home and forget everything that happened but I know it's not that easy! A one last word from him before leaving me and acted like nothing bloody happened "I'm sorry,Malia" I cried even harder ,I closed my eyes and the screaming music was still very loud.I opened my eyes and when he was out of sight,he's already gone and I was in the middle of nowhere.------ "Ugh please" I whisper to myself remembering the horrid night.But wow,why is Nick calling me? It's been two months now.Two months. ---------------------------------------------- Please don't forget to VOTE and feel free to comment! (No using of swear words) 😃 And you can also DM me for any suggestion cause I would like to
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