Hit In Korea (Minghao ff) Part 1

9. Guilt

Y/N POV

Y/n: well uhmmm, my parents changed since jun ran away. I was around 5 or 6 years old then. I woke up to my parents arguing with each other they were wondering why jun's closet was empty and why he was no where to be seen in the house. They finally came to the conclusion that he had ran away. I didn't know what to do so I started crying, that's where it all started the abuse, they didn't know what to do with me since jun left he use to look after me, he use to put me to bed and play with me hid and seek. Out parents didn't really have time for us so since jun was older he looked after me. Now I was still small and I needed someone to look after me and play with me i felt lonely and sad most of the time.
And everytime I would cry my parents would hit me with there belts. I slowly started to fear them. It wasn't until last year, my matric year when I was in gym class that my teacher saw the bruises on my back when my t-shirt lifted up. She later on called me into her office and asked about my bruises. I didn't want to tell her that my parents did it but I couldn't lie. I was then asked to come with them for a meeting later that afternoon. We were on our way to my school, they were complaining about me in the car when suddenly the car in front of use lost control and caused an accident. Both of them died on site I managed to survive the accident. Although its all my fault that they died I'm the reason for there death. If I haven't been so careless in the gym no one would have seen my bruises which means that they wouldn't have to go to that stupid meeting. All of this wouldn't have happened it all my fault.

Just as these words left my mouth, each member stared at me in shock.

Dino: it's not your fault y/n. Don't blame yourself for it

S.Coups: dino is right it's not your fault. You couldn't have saved them. Besides you better of without them. I mean after all they done to you.

Jun: I'm so sorry my princess, I just needed to get out of there that I didn't even think of you. You have gone through so much because of me.

Y/n: it's okay jun it's already the past.

Later on you guys ended up talking and you got to know the members a bit more.
You didn't understand how they could be mafias when they are so soft with each other and are constantly making jokes.

Hoshi: so y/n have you explored Korea yet?

Y/n: I actually haven't

Hoshi: great, Minghao how about we go on a holiday together? And you know show y/n around Korea

Minghao: that would be a great idea... just not right now

Minghao: don't forget we have a meeting later top members only.

TIME SKIP THE MEETING

Minghao: woozi what did you find on this gang?

Woozi: I couldn't find much they are a well hidden gang they cover up their tracks but I did manage to find all the top members.

Youngbin: BOSS of sf9
Born: 23 November 1993