Can I be him ?

Fourth page - Wish

Dear Minari,

It's been awhile. My last diary is actually 2 weeks ago hihihihi. It's hard for me because I always collapse everywhere and it's sucks.

How are you now Mina-ya ? you must be happier with him now right ? I wish you'll always be happy because you are the reason of my happiness. I wish I can be him. Holding your hand, cuddle with you, go on a date with you, spending my life with you Minari. But it's too late for now.

I miss you so much Minari. I miss our good old days when you always here beside me. I know you don't even have a clue about my condition right now. It's hard for me Mina-ya. I didn't tell you because I don't want you to be worried for me. I want you to spend you time with your boyfriend. He deserves you.

I sacrificed my feelings so that you can be happy as you are right now. It hurts but it's fine. I guess he's your first love right ? Well i hope it can be last.

Times goes around and hunt me. I didnt have much time but I also didn't want to leave you, Mina-ya. I'll love you forever and I miss you Mina-ya. It's been awhile since I gave my love towards you Mina-ya. I just resent tomorrow which cannot be caught. I'll always go to church and wish for your happiness. That's it for today Mina-ya. Take care of yourself when I'm not around.

-chae