Chewing his bottom lips, Gulf couldn't take his eyes off from his phone. He forgot to charge it last night and he knew that the device would be dead really soon. He was alone in his work cubicle, waiting for his workmate to arrive at the office. After two years of working in the Human Resource Department, Gulf finally was selected to join the HR outdoor Training Team. Working with them was one of his dreams. The team was responsible for organizing training camps for new company recruits. He was beyond happy. Just imagining working outdoors without having to stay inside his cubicle from nine to five makes him feel energetic.
"So he is going to drag it like this huh," he huffed while shoving his phone back into his jacket pocket.
The big fight that he had with his boyfriend that morning kept messing up with his mind. He was still upset about it and it was clear that his boyfriend was feeling the same too. He didn't receive any call or text messages from the sulking man.
Closing his eyes, he sighed deeply. "Phi," he whined, frustrated that his heart was badly aching right now.
Gulf missed him already, his clingy lover, his Mew. Gently tugging the pink Balenciaga jacket that he wore close to his body, he hummed in content. Mew's soothing body fragrance still lingered on the fabric when he nuzzled his nose on the jacket sleeves. The jacket belonged to his Phi and he purposely stole it to help him sleep during his time away from him. He was hoping that hugging it would replace P'Mew body warmth. Since they started dating last year, this was the first time that they would be not seeing each other for over a week. He was going away for work while Mew, the CEO to be, would be accompanying his father to Japan.
Pressing his cheek on the table, he cursed. Wearing his boyfriend's recently used clothes was such a bad idea, Mew's pleasant smell made him crave for more. How the hell he was going to sleep without him playing with his hair. He now realized that his Phi had been spoiling him so much. The flashes of images of Mew's sad eyes staring back at him when he rushed out of their apartment still haunting him, making his eyes watered. He felt so guilty about it. He knew that Mew would get super mad when he left him in the middle of their fight. Gulf didn't mean to raise his voice at him and leave him like that but he had to. Both of them were shouting at each other. The stupid argument was getting out of hand. Strings of hurtful words that they used were just as dangerous as if they were throwing sharp daggers at each other. They could get wounded by the emotional pain. Before he could say something that he would regret later, he decided to walk away.
Smacking his lips, Gulf massaged his temples. His head was throbbing since last night. Both of them were hot-headed people. They get angry easily but quick to cool off. Some people predicted that their relationship wouldn't last long, not even a week. Well, they proved them wrong by reaching their first anniversary last month. Upset Mew was not easy to please. His six years old older boyfriend would become so childish when he was sulking.
Because they were busy bickering that morning, Gulf didn't get to say goodbye to him properly. Morning with Mew was always romantic. He would pull him into his tight hug as he nuzzled his face on the crook of Gulf's neck. He loves to hear Mew's raspy morning voices talking to him. He would be whispering how much he loves him or he could be humming to his favorite songs. Mew warm lips pressed right under his ear created ripples of pleasant feeling spreading deliciously all over his body. He whined, the hair on his nape stood up, his body seemed to remember Mew's warm touches.
