The Runaway

Chapter 2

Today is the day i made the hardest decision of my life.
I want to runaway but I can't, I can't leave mum. It wouldn't be fair.
I need to go.... It's for the best....
I got out my camera and filmed my last video, for god knows how long...
"Hello my beautiful fans, I'm so sorry..." I started to tear up
"You guys mean the entire world to me, you know that. You know what I have been going through these past months, it's all got too much. It's just so hard, I'm running away, I don't know where yet... I'm sorry. I love you."
I ended and uploaded I then posted a tweet saying "my last YouTube video is up" I got a lot of notifs I then logged out, I logged out of all my social medias.
I packed my stuff, I slipped on black ripped jeans, a 5sos tee, a check shirt around my waist and sandy timberlands. I had £100 that's to last me a while, it won't though. I know it won't.
Looks like I'll be homeless soon.

I wrote my mum a letter...
"Dear the most impeccable women ever, my rock, my world, most of all my mum.
As you know, I have been depressed lately, because of all the stress and shouting. I can't live here no more, I'm sorry, I don't want to leave you alone with him. But it's for the best, I just cause you all hassle anyway.
I don't know where I'm going, I have my phone charger I'm only gonna charge it every 2 days. Don't send the police looking for me, please?
Mum, I'm sorry, stay strong.
I love you.
Goodbye."

I put the note on my bed and climbed out the window.
"Here's to a new life" I mumbled

I wondered off into the woods and headed towards town.
When I got there I got out my phone, I got a text off Josh. I just ignored it.

I went to starbucks and had my last one in a while.