Dear Cedric,Love Y/N

Hi Cedric....
Ever since Lord Voldemort killed you I haven't stepped outside of my dorm...
I haven't ate,drank or slept,it's like all my happiness went away..
Not everyone is concerned about me but that's not what matters,I haven't let a single soul into my dorm...
Your father is not doing so well either,he told me how he would cry every night and every morning,how he would only eat bread with butter on it,and how he wouldn't even answer the door anymore..
Oh.. And Cho Chang if only you knew how she really felt about you..
I hate her... Maybe you watch over her sometimes?
Who knew that you, Cedric Diggory would let my happiness sink like that?
Have you met Harrys parents yet?
Ron keeps asking me if I'm hungry whenever I leave to use the restroom..
I never knew that I would be this upset over someone this close to me...
I never even got the chance to tell you how I felt about you..
How I loved you more than anyone in this world... If only you knew what I ever felt to you.. If only you knew the pain I felt when I saw you walk into the Yule ball with cho chang,if only you knew how I feel now! You probably have me as a little sister to you but.. I wanted to be more than just close friends...
Cho chang told me how she didn't even care when you died... She told me how she kissed Harry under the missile toe infront of you picture,how she pretened to be worried what you would think if you saw that...
The chances of you getting this letter are low,but I will write as many letters it takes for you to write back! I just wanted to say that thank you for always being there when I needed you the most,Thank you always making me laugh when I'm feeling down,thank you for letting me sneak into the common room at night so we could cuddle up in front of the fire place when I had a bad day...
I wish we could've been more than just bestest best friends of all time, everyone knew is as SUPER close friends, but no one ever knew how I felt...

Love Y/N