trans shigaraki ~ shigadabi

the beginning

First of all I would like to clarify that the art shown above and the art as the book cover is not mine

Also , there may be some grammar issues in this since this is my first story on wattpad

There also might be some smut as well as some triggering events
So read at your own will

Also , I have a YouTube channel called "Multi_shipper.texting"
Anyway, I will begin the story.

Shigaraki is currently 14 years old and is in middle school

Shigaraki is a girl

Or is she?

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Shigarakis pov

Shigaraki sat on her bed
The time was 3:00 am
Shigaraki went to a normal school......
She had normal friends......
She had a happy and loving family......
But she felt...different

Different...

That word meant something different to Tomura

Her father always told her....
"Being different is bad , if you want to have a good life then you have to be normal.
No one will want a girl that is different from the rest"

Those words didn't really make sense to Tomura

"Why is it a bad thing to be different?....if everyone was the same , then no one in this world would be unique...."

Shigaraki had always been different from her friends

She would always wear boys clothes

She also didn't understand why certain things had categories

'Why does everything have a category?'

'Why is it bad for boys to wear dresses? And cropped tops?'

'Why is it bad for girls to wear masculine cloths?'

'Why does everything have to be categorized?'

'Why can't we all just be equal?'

'Why does everything have to be considered weird or wrong if you do something other people don't do?'

'Why can't we all just be considered unique instead of weird , or crazy?'

Shigaraki was deep in thought while she had her legs brought up to her chest

Shigaraki always wore pretty masculine cloths

But her parents just brushed it of and said that she was just in a tomboy faze

But was this really a faze?

Tomura had other tomboy friends...but once they started to get older..they started to like more feminine things...

They wore skirts, and dresses etc.

But when Shigaraki got older.....she didn't feel any different than before

Well...

She did feel like she doesn't belong in her body

She felt like she was trapped in her body

That she doesn't belong in her body

That she isn't who she was led to believe she was......

Shigaraki then looked at the clock that laid on her side table beside her bed

'5:17 am

' I might as well get ready for school '

Shigaraki sat up from her bed and grabbed some cloths from her closet.
She then went to the bathroom that was connected to her bedroom and turned the handle to cold.
Shigaraki thought this was the best way for her to wake up since she had been staying up almost every night...thinking

Shigaraki started to take off her clothes and glanced at the mirror in front of her

Shigaraki was cursed with a large chest.
She didn't like how large her chest was.

People always come up to her and say that they wished that they had her chest.....but they don't know the pain of having large breasts.
Not just the physical pain but the mental pain brought by her chest.

Some people would come up to her and touch her breast without her consent.

She felt almost as if a she was pregnant .

Pregnant people always have these crazy stories of people feeling like they can touch you if you are pregnant..like they don't need your consent to touch your body...its like they act like you don't have a voice...like you don't have something to say....like you don't have feelings or opinions.....they just assume you are okay with this without even asking...and then they just say something like , "I just wanted to know what it felt like" or "why is it such a big deal? Stop making this seem like a big deal" and there are far more excuses that were used.

Shigaraki looked at her chest and sighed.

She stepped into her cold shower and washed herself while thinking.

She started to think about her classes and thought about if she had finished her homework, or if she was failing any classes etc.

Shigaraki was a good student, she had good grades and was always nice to people if she ever talked to someone, she was really shy and quiet, which didn't help with the situation of people touching her without consent. If someone touched her she would just stay there in shock and let it happen.

Shigaraki stopped the water and grabbed a towel and put the towel around her waist.

She stepped out of the shower and dried herself off. She put on some new clean cloths.

She then grabbed some makeup and put some makeup under her eyes to hide her under eye bags from the lack of sleep.

She didn't want to worry her friends or classmates

She didn't want any attention brought to her and didn't want people to be concerned about her.

She then went to her kitchen and made herself a bowl of cereal.

Her parents were out on a business trip, which shigaraki didn't mind because she liked the piece and quite that she never got. Her school was always filled with loud chatter of the other students and was never quite. Her home was also a loud place, her parents are very clumsy (which shigaraki picked up on) so there was always some sort of noise.

Shigaraki checked the time and grabbed her backpack and checked it to make sure all her supplies she needed was there.

She put her backpack on her back and left her to go to school.

After a few minutes of walking

She made it to her school , she had always come a little bit early so she had some time before her class started.

This was also the only time the school had been so quiet so she also had some time to relax or plan her day out.

She sat on a beach and took out a book to wait for her friends.

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Hello this is the first chapter of my first wattpad story

I hope you enjoyed

I'll try to make an update tomorrow

Also please comment your opinions or point out some mistakes I made so I can get better

Bye yall

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Edit: shigaraki still has his quirk but he is wearing gloves so he doesn't make anything  or anyone turn to dust