(Georgia)
It was Sunday it was supposed to be a peaceful and good day spent with my boyfriend but from the moment I opened my eyes at twelve in the evening nothing was right I was feeling upset and I knew why I was feeling sad so I decided to talk to harry about it. I walked in the living room and find him on the couch watching television I grabbed the TV controller and turn it he gave me a dirty look got up and went to the kitchen and I followed him he took a seat and started at me with a questioning look so I decided it was time to tell him what’s been bottled up ‘’harry I can’t keep being a secret ok? I hate it I don’t know why I even accepted to be a secret we’ve been going on like this for two and a half years I can’t hold it in anymore because it killing me I can’t keep going out with you guys and act like I’m only a friend of louis girlfriend I can’t keep watching girls come over to you and flirt with you and you flirt back because you don’t want media knowing you’re in a relationship and that’s what hurts the most you now harry watching the love of your life acting like he doesn’t give a shit about you. I want to hold your hand dance with you go to dinner alone with you kiss you hug you and everything but we can’t because I’m your little secret and I hate it harry and it’s killing me’’ he is still there staring at me I told him all this and he didn’t even said a word so I went up to our room changed grabbed my bag and key and went out of there in this moment I can’t even look at him I’m so angry and confused that I don’t realize that I’m in front of a bar I entered and took a seat on the bar stool the bartender asked me ‘’what can I get you miss ?’’ I didn’t know what I wanted so I went with tequila ‘’tequila please’’ I took about 10 shoots of tequila and I couldn’t stand on my feet but I managed to go to the bathroom when I looked I the mirror I saw a teenage girl with a sad face makeup running down her face she was ugly and that girl was me Georgia may I couldn’t look at my reflection any more I was a crying mess I didn’t know what I was doing till I saw blood on my knuckles I looked at the mirror and see it is all shattered in pieces I just punched the mirror I went out running from the bar I was mentally and physically lost I wanted harry but I was too much in pain to call him or even text him. I crossed the street I a hurry and I didn’t even noticed that a car was coming my when and when I noticed it was too late because I was lost in darkness.
Note : Georgia May in this fan fiction is played by the beautiful Selena Gomez :)
