𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 (𝐠𝐱𝐠)

You have an eating disorder

You stepped on the scale again. You closed your eyes while waiting for results, worried about what the numbers might say. After a couple of seconds, you looked down and sighed contently when you read them.

45kg /100lbs

You pressed you back against the headboard. You tried so many other diets but they didn't work. So, starving yourself was the next best thing for you. You closed your eyes and cried. You tried to tell you mind all skinny and beautiful girls go through this torture.

"Just a few more pounds".  Your mind echoed those words over and over again, but you were soon snapped out of your thoughts by the sound of the front door slamming shut. Ariana was home, so you rushed from the bathroom to the closet and through on one of her oversize sweaters to hide your bony figure.

You ran down the stairs and into her arms. She chuckled while dropping her bag and wrapping her arms around your waist. You pulled her away to cuddle on the couch with you. She insisted on being the big spoon this time. When she went to encase you in her arms, she felt nothing. She wrapped her arms around you tighter and finally held you close. "Wow Y/N, you've lost so much weight." She said resting her her chin on you shoulder. "Yeah I'm on a roll." You said trying to downsize the conversation. "But it's happened so fast, how are you losing all of this weight it's only been a month. Come on let's eat baby." She dragged you to the table an brought out some leftovers of yesterday's dinner. She made you a plate knowing very well that you didn't eat yesterday. She watched you pick at your plate. "Y/N you have to eat something I hate seeing you hungry." You hung your head. "Love, do you have an eating disorder?" She whispered. You nodded your head still looking down, you couldn't face Ari. Not right now. She walked towards you and caressed your cheek.

She held you tightly in her arms, too scared that she let you go you would run away. No words were spoken between you two. All you needed right now was someone to hold you a reassure that everything would be okay. And you knew that she would help you through it all.