💔why didnt u tell me?💔

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i woke up today and went a take a shower and stuff. i brushed my teeth and put my hair in a bun. i went to my closet and found sum blue jeans to put on with a red shirt. i just put a black jacket on over it with red Jordan 1s.

i went downstairs got by phone and headed to school. when i got there i saw the girls waiting for me along with the boys. i just put my head down and walked towards them. "hey u good?" rachel asked. i just nodded. we tyen walked into class and i out my head down waiting for the day to be over

~skip to when school is over bc dat shit boring~

i was walking out of my last class when mike pulled my arm. "u think u was gon get away with yelling at me?" i was scared "ANSWER ME!" he yelled as he pushed me into the locker. i help a sharp sting on my thigh. forgetting i had a blade in my pocket, i looked down to see blood coming from my thigh. that shit fucking stabbed me. "LOO K AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO U" he yelled making me flinch. i held my thigh so he wouldn't see. "i-i needa g-go" he rolled his eyes and punched me in my stomach and left me there in pain. i held my stomach with one hand and the other holding my thigh i could no long walk. i fell to the ground and crawled, i was starting to lose a lot of blood. "r-rachell ni-niyah h-h-help!!" i tried yelling. nothing. i made my way to the door and pulled myself up my the handle.

i winded up having to crawl home while applying pressure to my thigh. i quickly went upstairs and changed into a white cropped t-shirt and sum grey booty shorts so i could rap my thigh. i to some bandages and rapped it around the wound. there was a blood stain on it but i had to do something.

soon there was a knock at the door. i couldn't get up but my door was open. i soon heard footsteps downstairs and one pair coming towards my room. mike then opened my door. he sat on my bed and slapped the shit outta me.

"man tf up and stop running from me." he yelled. "AND WTF IS THAT ON YO LEG" i was scared. i then heard footsteps running up and vallyk and derek bust through my room. vallyk eyes went start to my thigh. "y/n!" he yelled. i flinched when he yelled. "what is going on and dont lie to me and say u fine bc ur obviously not." "YOU KNOW WHAT SONCE UR REALLY WANNA KNOW FINE THEN. WHEN MY MOM DIED I STARTED TO GET DEPRESSED BUT I NEVER TOLD ANYBODY. CUTTING AND HURTING MYSELF WAS MY WAY OF COPING WITH IT BC NO ONE KNEW SO NO ONE WOULD HELP ME I FELT SO ALONE AND JUST EMPTY INSIDE. IT DIDNT HELP THAT MIKE STAYED BULLYING ME AND IK YALL ONLY SEE HIM TALK BAD TO ME BUT WHEN WE ALONE HE FUCKIING HITS ME AND HURTS ME AND SHIT! AND THIS," i yelled pointing to thigh, "I HAD A BLADE IN MY POCKET WHEN HE SLAMMED ME INTO THE LOCKERS. I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN EVERYDAY NOT JUST PHYSICALLY BUT MENTALLY TOO. I TRY TO KEEP IT A SECRET SO I DONT CAUSE SUCH A BOG SCENE BUT THATS NOT AN OPTION ANYMORE." i was full on crying at this point. vallyk came and hugged me while i cried on his shoulder. i forgot mike was even here but he just sat there shocked knowing what he caused me. "dont ever feel like ur alone bc u have us, i wish u wouldve told one of us we wouldve helped u get through it." vallyk said calmly. i just wiped my tears and pulled away. then my door busted open revealing someone i hadnt seen in a long time."why didnt you tell me?"

tbc...
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