⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: UNDERLYING SUCIDE MENTIONS⚠️
I got a text from Yuki
'Hey where are you, are you okay??'
'I'm on the roof Yuki, I can't do this anymore, I'm sorry.' I texted back.
I looked out onto the cityscape on top of my apartment building. I walked up to the edge until I heard the door open behind me. I looked behind me to my surprise. Bima?
"Kara!! Wait, you live in this apartment complex?" he asked excitedly
"Uh yea" I tried to say with the remaining energy I have.
"Why haven't come to class lately?"
"Sorry I've been tired,"
"Oh well I guess we can do work up here together. Oh I can help you catch up on notes from first period."
"Thanks Bima"
"No worries. I'll just get my backpack and we can start." he said as he walked down the stairs to get his backpack.
I made sure he was out of sight before I walked back to what I was about to do. I got up on the edge and looked down. I thought of all the time I faked a smile, all the time I said 'I'm fine' or 'I'm okay', the amount of energy I put in this life that I don't want to live anymore. But at least now, my pain will end.
