When my pain became my pleasure.

She was always there. The disaster, always there to witness. Her eyes piercing through me, imitating a hellfire. A fume steams from me, just thinking about her then. A fume, so toxic, your skin could melt.

My goal, my single goal. To ruin her life, as much as she tried to ruin mine. I wanted her to suffer as much as she made me suffer. My mind and heart were only seeking revenge.

But, it didn't end quite as I wanted to.

Suddenly, I felt my heart raising around her, and I couldn't even as much as lay a finger on her. My face warm, my body heating up. My feet cold, my hands sweaty. Her voice gave me shivers down my spine. Suddenly, she wasn't my rage, no, not even the fume steaming. It's a trance now. I'm gazed, and enchanted. Her skin, it's as soft as petals. Her lips, pink, so kissable. Her gaze, and her eyes inviting me in.. It's all so tempting to touch her, to make her mine.

But I know I'll end up falling down to crumbles. I know, I'll be the one with a waterfall behind my eyelids, droplet by droplet, soon a waterfall could escape. I'm the one only one who feels her trance, and my guards fall down just by the thought of her.

Well, that's what I thought. She approaches me, with those piercing eyes, that shoot right through me. A vision, it sees right through me, and she reads my mind. Her gentle touch. Time to time, she'd hold my hand, she'd caress my cheek.

There's no way she's starting to feel what I feel.

She leans in, her lips so close to mine. My eyes widen, and I'm stung. I don't know what to do, time froze right in front of my eyes. I see her hair, her hair is so delightful, it flows like a leaf in the wind. I see her eyes, closing in.

You kiss me, to leave me there afterwards. Are you raising my hopes?

Day by day, you lean on me more. You start to trust me. If I confessed now, would you approve and accept me? You've gotten me so tangled in your heart, that if you left me now, I think I might suffocate.

The blossom petals fall down, and you stand there. we're in shade, but somehow... Your eyes are still as piercing as before, still glows and it leaves me hypnotized.

There, you told me. "I love you."