𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 ll 𝐁𝐓𝐒(방탄 소년단)

𝒩𝒶𝓂𝒿𝒾𝓃-𝑅𝑒𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹🐨🐡

Published date: 26th December 2020
Genre: Sad
Word count:1158

Sobbing could be heard coming from the master bedroom which they share it together. A brown coloured hair boy seated down on the cold floor as chills ran down his spine because of the cold weather and the thin sweater he wore after showering.

He wiped off some tears lingering down his eyes. His beautiful eyes turning red as he shut his eyes tightly remembering what his boyfriend said earlier. "Being with you was my biggest mistake ever. My ex was much better than you who would give me my space and not mess with me when I don't want to."

Hearing his boyfriend throwing those harsh words at him for his small mistakes that can be committed by anyone broke the boy's heart. What hurted him more was that his boyfriend actually compared him to his ex who left him for her career. And whereas Seokjin accepted him and took care of him for 4 god damn years.

But today he decided that he would follow Namjoon everywhere he goes not beacuse he does not trust him but beacuse of he can't take this anymore. Watching him coming home late at night. Not having his handmade meal. Always rejecting his affection he tries to show to him. And lastly talking to him once a while and ignores him like he's invisible.

Seokjin the brown haired boy got up and searched for a warm cloth inside their closet they share. He took a cream coloured sweater and wore it and wrapped a red muffler around his slender neck. After packing himself up,he went outside the room and waited for Namjoon. He knew that when he comes home at afternoon for relaxing after having practice for hours,after some time he immediately leaves without informing him. And even if Seokjin asks him,he just simply answers with a phrase "oh,just some meeting with our new producers and crews." Whereas Jin knows that his producer is the same and there is no such meetings. He's just lying to him and for who knows for what.

Soon the door opened of the apartment and entered an exhausting Namjoon. Not even sparing a glance,he went to their bedroom and took a refreshing shower. After showering,he went outside and wore his shoes. Seokjin saw him getting out and started tracing his boyfriend secretly.

He soon came to a halt and saw that he entered a Japanese Sushi restaurant. Seokjin followed secretly and hide behind a giant pillar enough to cover him. He frowned seeing a woman around his age seated Infront of his boyfriend. He wonder why he was here and especially with a beautiful woman. Is he cheating? He asked to himself in disbelief.

"So why did you call me here Namjoon?" The girl asked coldly. "Mina,I have something to tell you." Namjoon said nervously.

"What is it?" She asked. "Mina I am really sorry for what I did a few years ago. I made a mistake. The thing is for the last few years I have been thinking about you a lot. And I really want to tell you that........."

Jin waited and prayed not to here what he does not want to here from his lover. But unfortunately he did here what he was expecting from him. "I still love you." Namjoon said tearing his heart apart.

A tear rolled down Seokjin's face as he keep listening to their conversation. "I am sorry if it's too long waited but I really love you. Believe me!" He said. "You have a boyfriend,right?  Then how can you do this to him? I am sure he will get hurt by hearing this out from you." Mina said with sincerity.

"Don't worry about that Mina,I will take care of that by myself. And yes he will be hurted for a while but then it all be okay. I promise. And I am not just saying this because I hate Seokjin,it's just that my love died a long time ago for him."

Seokjin felt his world crashed hearing this out from the person he loved and believed the most. His fingers crunched onto his sweater as his heart throbbed into his chest. He knew that Namjoon would cheat on him but he didn't know that he would hide his feeling from him. It felt like Namjoon didn't trust him anymore.

"Namjoon I can't you know. Knowing there is someone waiting for you,I cannot be the reason to break that person. I don't have the right. Neither do you." Mina said softly.

"I know but I will make him understand no matter what. Besides,I want you now. I wanted to show you my love that's been remaining for the last two years." He said truthfully.

And what made Jin numb was his statement. He now understand why Namjoon ignored him for so long. For two freaking years. "That means I have been living in dark for two years." Seokjin muttered quietly wiping his tears.

"So what do you say?" He waited patiently. "Please Mina,just give me this one chance." He said begging her. Seems like she sighed and nodded smiling at him. "If you are asking so much,I would give you a chance." She said making the boy happy. "But on one condition. You have to clear everything with your boyfriend. I don't want to be a third wheel in-between you guys. So?" She asked.

"Of course Mina,I will don't worry. I would clear everything with him as soon as I can since he was just a rebound and nothing else." Namjoon said unknowingly hurting his boyfriend who's watching them from a far.

Hearing that word left his mouth,Seokjin was confirmed that he was not the one for Namjoon. He was just a rebound. Nothing else. His heart felt numb and cold feeling nothing but the word repeating again and again. How he was hurted by his lover repeatedly. He turned around and started to walk outside the restaurant with his shaky legs. Turning around the streets,cold air hitting his tear stained face he kept walking untill he came to a halt.

Sitting down beside the Riverside,knees locked up in his chest. He cried softly, sobbing hard into his arms. He looked up only to see few couples walking happily enjoying their time. That's what they were used to do a few years ago. He felt a pang into his chest as questioned one and only thing "why?". Why didn't Namjoon tell him about anything? Why did he have to hide everything from him? Why he was a rebound to him? Why??

And slowly nighttime came. But he didn't move or thought about anything else. He didn't care about anything right at that moment. He just stayed there and cried untill there were no tears left to cry.

*The end*

Happy Christmas Guys!!!💓💓 Sorry if I made it out a little late. I am really sorry for that. Enjoy this oneshot of Namjin and stay blessed. Soon going to publish another oneshot of Hobi with maknae line. Stay tuned!! Bye bye!!💜💜