Do not cry anymore »Junhao« [EN]

I like you way too much

I was on a walk by myself. I was going home and then I saw one guy. I have never seen him before. He was siting on a bench in a nearby park. I wasn't that far so I could see him crying. I decided to talk to him.

I went to the park and when I was just a few steps from the bench where he was, I asked him:
"Hey. Why are you here all alone? Crying?"
"I-I won't tell you, it's too personal."
"It can be anything, I won't judge you, I swear."
"I was living with my parents, but I told them something and they don't want to see me anymore. They say I'm not their son anymore. Now I'm without parents... Homel-"

I cut him of. "I don't believe I'm gonna say it, but - What would you say about living with me? My house isn't that big, but two people would fit there perfectly. But only if you want."
"What? I can?"
"I wouldn't ask you if you couldn't."
"Are you really okay with it?"
"Yes, let's go." I smiled.

We went to my house and the guy thanked me all the time. In front of the door to my house I stopped.

"Promise me, you won't say 'Thank you' for this ever again."
"...ok."
"I should also know your name actually, when I will let you live with me."
"I'm Wen Junhui and I'm from China, you?"
"My name is Xu Minghao and I'm from China too."
"Good!"
"I don't think so..."
"Why?"
"Just my thought."
"You're not an optimist right?"
"No, I'm realist and if you want to live with me, I would be glad if you are quiet."

I opened the door and right when we stepped inside, I closed them.

I showed him my -now our- house. He looked like a child... The boy was so happy to see new things... The new place where he will live now...

Then we went to the living room. I turned the TV on, but didn't care about what was going on in there at all.

He looks so cute while excitedly watching the TV...  Xu Minghao, what are you thinking about?!! He won't like you anyway. He could tell his parents anything. What if he did something really bad and that's why his parents won't want him...

I was just too naive to think that he would, maybe, like me. I'm so stupid!

"Junhui? What did you tell your parents?"
"Do you really want to know?"
"If you don't wanna tell me, it's ok."
"Ok, I won't." He said and smiled sadly.

"I came out to them. I'm gay. I love one guy for a while. Today when I was in the park I saw him again. I'm sure he doesn't love me back, but he is kind, he looks wonderful, he's just perfect." He started to cry, but continued. "And I know now you hate me, because I'm into guys, but please, let me be here just tonight. It's 6 PM and it's already dark outside, I swear I'll leave in the morning, just let me be here for one night, please." He started to cry even more.

"I need to tell you something. I like one guy too."
"He must be lucky."
"Why do you think so?"
"Because he has your love."

I wasn't sure if he was drunk or if I was just dreaming.

"What do you mean?"
"I mean - he must be happy to have your love, because you're kind, handso-" 

He stopped himself.

"What happened?"
"I- nothing."

Junhui started to cry again. I honestly didn't even notice when he stopped.

"Junhui, it's ok, don't cry. It's Christmas in few days. Even when I don't have any gift for you, you don't have to be sad or cry."
"Nobody likes me..."
"I like you way too much." I mumbled.
"What?" 

I just hope he didn't hear me...

"Uh, nothing..." I blushed.

"You like ME?!"
"N-no I-"
"My crush actually likes me!!"

-3rd person's pov-

The guy looked like a little child. You could even see the little stars in his eyes when you were close enough. Minghao surely was. Junhui used that situation and kissed Minghao, who froze like an ice cream.

And they lived happily ever after ^^ <3
Merry Christmas~ !