⚠️ Sometimes sanity is not so well defined. The one where Louis continues to struggle with his eating disorder but as Harry tries to deal with it all, he get pushed into the arms of something else leaving Zayn just enough room to enter stage left. P.S This story may be heavy for some readers. Highest ranking: #14 in...
One Direction went on hiatus years ago, with Harry and Louis promising each other that they would wait till they could be together again. One boy waited, the other broke his promise. After heartbreak and pain, the band gets back together again. Trigger Warning: Depression, Self Harm, Eating Disorders.
Harry is staying in an apartment with Louis and his girlfriend while in New York. Louis thinks he is in fact straight. Eleanor leaves on a business trip, not knowing what will happen when she comes home. Everyone is in their own world, but their thoughts all centers around one question: how long does love really last...
Harry spends hours upon hours tweaking himself and pointing out every flaw he could ever have. Maybe that's what makes him such a great sculptor, he can point out every minuscule detail. One would say that it's an amazing trait, but you would more than likely change your mind if you realized that he pulled and tweake...
*to the bone inspired* 4 teenaged boys. 4 different ways eating disorders have ruined their life. confined to the walls of a group home, can they manage to love each other enough to save one another? or is love another thing they can't possibly manage to stomach down either. *lower case besides Names is intended* tri...
Struggling to find to love himself harry battles anorexia anxiety and depression but when he has a crush on a fellow band member will it turn out okay or will it all just fall apart?
The world truly seems to be against Louis Tomlinson. After leaving one direction his life seemed to go to shit. Any thing that could go wrong has. At least he still has Harry but how long until the world rips Louis' love away? Trigger warnings for this book: eating disorders, self harm, mentions of rape, mentions of...
BOOK 1 What can you do when your foster parents have been abusing you your whole life. Threatning that if you tell anyone they'll kill you. What can you do, but act as if nothing's wrong. Louis Tomlinson goes through this everyday and decided years ago that if he pushes everyone away no one can hurt him, but what happ...
You said you loved me.." Louis sobbed, hitting Harry's chest weakly. "We have kids Harry, I've given you all I have is that just not enough?" He sobbed violently. "I never said you weren't". ******COMPLETED******
In the space of five minutes Louis life has turned upside down His mum is getting married to her boyfriend James, he's moving house and he's getting two new hot, gorgeous older step brothers Harry and Edward. Louis doesn't want a bar of any of it, he doesn't want new older brothers or a new dad and he especially doesn...
Louis Tomlinson had many secrets. He had hidden scars in his soul. And one day he realized that the boy he hate so much, his bully, found out about his darkest secret. An he worst part, he had a little crush on the green eyed bully. This is a story about how to fight the demon inside and found love in an uncertain way...
Looking back, Harry can differentiate the stages of it. It started with conscious eating, with trying to know exactly what was in his food and not wanting to put garbage into his body. Gradually, he started to work out more. And then came the restricting, where he slowly reeled back on carbs and fatty foods and sugar...
Harry is in a coma and Louis is waiting for him to wake up while he writes a letter every day.
[NOT COMPLETE][UPDATING] ⚠️TW violence⚠️ "You want a cig?" He says as he moves to his pocket too grab one. Louis just nods as he calmly observers every movement the boy in the green jacket makes. Harry hands him a single cigarette with a blank face but eyes that are smiling at him, Louis feels it. "Thanks" Louis simp...
• in·sane inˈsān/ adjective: •in a state of mind that prevents normal perception, behavior, or social interaction; seriously mentally ill~ synonyms: mentally ill, mentally disordered, of unsound mind, certifiable; •(of an action or quality) characterized or caused by madness~ synonyms: maniacal, psychotic, crazed, hy...
Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic...
Back in the X Factor days, Harry said in an interview that he liked Liam’s body most out of the five of them. Louis got really upset about that and started working out, but with that not really working, he started eating less and less, which turned into purging up everything he ate. One day, Harry finds Louis shirtles...
••complete 2014•• on a rainy tuesday a gun was fired ten times within their high school. one loved the shooter. the other lost his best friend to him
'You're such a fat pig' reads a tweet aimed at Louis. "Thanks I know, that's why I don't eat and when I do I throw it up" I think to myself. ------- "Why isn't Louis his happy go lucky normal self anymore" I think to myself worriedly. "I'm going to find out what's bothering and I'm not going to stop until I fix it" I...
Sometimes the prettiest faces hide the darkest secrets. Join Harry Styles as anorexia and self harm grip his mind and refuse to let him go...alive.
❝Don't ever try to get near me! I don't wanna see you.❞ Harry had slurred in his face looking him in the eye. ❝I-I don't understand,❞ Louis managed to say his voice low, pushing a little from the wall holding his left arm with his right hand. ❝What don't you understand? I. DON'T. WANT. YOU!❞ • An AU where Louis finds...
Sequel to Better Off Dead. After getting released from the institution, the boys have to deal with 'normal' life. Can they do it? Or will they retreat to their old ways? Trigger warning: self-harm, depression, eating disorder, anxiety, talk of abuse, sexual harassment. Individual warning will be placed at the beginni...
Harry gets admitted to a mental hospital by his deadbeat family. There he mets an outgoing anorexic named Louis, along with his group of friends. warnings: mental illness, eating disorders, self harm, drug use, other mental disorders, suicide, sexual assault
Louis spent year after year under a fake mask. Hiding himself from the world and the people in it. From the moment the tall, brown haired boy stumbled into his life, the mask slowly fell and the high walls he had spent years to build up became short enough for Harry to climb over. SEQUEL "Keep me safe" IS OUT! HIGHES...
If you're looking for a fic with better writing and less irritating characters PLEASE take a look at my other fics instead (not 'I'm Fine', and preferably not 'To Be So Lonely'). // Harry Styles, a 16 year old boy, attends Holmes Chapel Comprehensive School. Unfortunately for him, his time there isn't exactly smooth s...
Warning: Contains A Plot line based on Bulimia and Anorexic behaviors. NOT EXACTLY LARRY! Louis is suffering from bulimia and is very distant to eating. Harry, a young boy, just happens to take notice. Being the cute boy he is, why not be anonymously sweet? ©AvannahSay Stolen Prologues, Chapters, and Epilogues are pun...
Louis Tomlinson has tried so hard to not be who he really is. He has worked for years to not be a person that people don't accept. The walls he built are slowly torn down by a tall boy with green eyes. Add Louis, Harry Styles, a pride parade, and a kiss together, and there's a story full of love and someone learning t...
It took little time for four year old Harry Styles, and the new kid on the block, six year old Louis Tomlinson, to become the best of friends. The boys spent most of their days together until a tragic mishap a few days before Louis' seventh birthday tears the boys apart in a manner that no one expected. Louis Tomlinso...
Harry: Ass pic. Naked ass pic. Louis: No. Where the biggest fuckboy in school, Harry, ask for nudes.
