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  • I Can Do It With a Broken Heart
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    when Taylor and Travis get together they have to put up with both of their daughters learning how to get along with each other

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  • Clean [Kaylor]
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    Taylor has become the most famous singer in the world, and her life looks perfect on the outside. But if only people looked a little closer, they would realize how much she's struggling - struggling to keep her sexuality a secret, struggling with self-loathing, struggling with drugs. She's a mess, and the future seems...

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  • pierced through the heart but never killed
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    SEQUEL TO "band-aids don't fix bullet holes" After Taylor's overdose the singer is fighting to pull through and Travis is trying his best to make up for his mistakes. What they don't know...life will keep testing their limits. Will they ever get their happily ever after or are happy endings simply an illusion too go...

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  • blurred lines in a forbidden fairytale
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    Taylor Alison Swift is a highschool teacher, no trace of fame or success. However, she struggles with her mental health, faces problems no one knows about. Still she walks through life clinging to her dream - the dream to be a musician one day - to have people scream along to her songs. It's the beginning of a new sc...

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  • Fake It Till You Make It
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    Taylors struggling with her mental health, and everyone but her sees it. TW: ED, SA, Anxiety, OCD

  • I can do it with a broken heart
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    Taylor's spiral back into old habits

  • this is me trying | taylor swift
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    i just wanted you to know that this is me trying i just wanted you to know that this is me trying . . . [a taylor swift story] trigger warning: heavily surrounds topics of eating disorders, anxiety, and panic attacks note: this story is a work of fiction. unless otherwise indicated, all the names, characters, business...

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  • Where Are My Eyes If They're Not Forward?
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    "I think about dying." And the details Maya Bishop left unsaid ... until an Italian brunette gives up her couch. . . . . Based off of Maya's confessions to the psychiatrist in 3x10, but not following the cannon timeline. Trigger warning- a glimpse of what it feels like to be passively suicidal. Rights belong to shon...

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  • 99 Problems
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    Meredith Grey and Andy Herrera talk about how their lives have at least 99 similar problems. Grey's Anatomy and Station 19 Crossover from S19 S03-E16. CW: Mentions of Suicide, Death. Extended Scene. General Fanfiction. Friendship. Hurt-Comfort. Rated M for Mature Themes. MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE STATION 19 FINALE FROM M...

  • Extraordinary
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    The year you spend as a surgical intern is arguably the most important. It's what makes or breaks a Doctor and what separates the strong from the weak. It's almost like a game. There are rules and judges, setbacks and victories, challenges and trials and not everyone makes it out alive. My mother taught me how to pla...

  • Enigmatic
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    What if Andy was already pregnant by the end of season 3 but didn't know it? Between grieving the loss of her best friend and her father, her mother popping back into her life after 20 years, and being on bad terms with her newlywed husband, how will she hold up during her pregnancy, if she holds up at all? *** The ma...

  • Never Expect The Unexpected: MERDER AU
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    Meredith Grey is a young, sex craved surgeon with commitment issues and Derek Shepherd is a world class neurosurgeon with an adoptive father who's only life goal is getting his son married. What happens when they form an arrangement that gives both of them what they've been searching for, but doesn't go as planned? Ba...

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  • Dark path Ahead
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    Derek blame's Meredith for ruining his Alzheimer's trial And leave's her, take's zola. Will she be ok? Or will she fall into bad habits?! Tw mentions of self harm and suicide, addiction, rape and Ed's!! Please do not read if any of these titles trigger you!!

  • Actions always have consequences
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    Set after the bat in the woods in season 5, what happens when Meredith doesn't show up to work one morning? Izzie doesn't get cancer and George doesn't die

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  • Bad Memories ✔️
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    Meredith and Andrew are finally getting closer when suddenly her PTSD is getting worse again. After a long time she starts to have panic attacks again, trying to continue her life as usually, not knowing she is going to have a full breakdown. All characters belong to Shonda Rhimes, shondaland

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  • Trapped in fear as history repeats
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    Meredith Grey grew up in an abusive family but she meets the love of her life, how will her life turn out? Will they be happy and grow old together? Starting from another point in Meredith's life and re-writing some events that have happened on the show Several TW's

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  • This is not what i planned
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    Nothing goes as planned...I thought it last forever but i was wrong..so wrong Characters: Meredith: 16, depressed and hate her life just as much as her mother hate Meredith. She is slowly getting into a eating disorder but will someone notice it? She only have a few friends, her bestfriend is Cristina Yang. The rest...

  • // LOVING SOMEONE //
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    Amelia struggles with her emotions during and after her relapse after four years of sobriety. as she nearly gives up on life, she finds a reason to carry on. Arizona Robbins was always a friend, but Amelia never knew just how much she'd need her to remain positive and sober

  • Dempsey's Pub
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    (⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ this book cantains talk of self harm, suicide, depression, anxiety, etc. )A young YouTuber and a bar owner meet. What will happen?

  • Some Kind of Recovery
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    "Like I said, disappearances happen. Pains go phantom. Blood stops running and people, people fade away. There's more I have to say, so much more, but... I've disappeared." ↠ Takes place during 3x16 onwards

  • It's All Going to Be Okay
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    POV- Grace/Gracie is the point of view character! Grace Robbins and Arizona Robbins are trying to go about life after the events happening, and with Grace moving in with Arizona. Up's and Downs while Grace is trying to figure out what to do with the feeling that so much has been taken away. Trigger Warning with even...

  • Right person, right time
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    This is a meradd fan fic!! A story where back in New York unknown to Derek her ex husband, the night he found her and Mark in bed, Mark was abusing her. A story about how Addison struggles and Meredith helps her, and Addison helps Meredith, they need each other without realising it. ⚠️TW- self harm, ED, suicide, rape...

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  • Drowning with purpose? Or purposely drowning?
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    In scene 3x15 "walk on water" Derek finds the love of his life Meredith grey submerged in the water of her bath. What if Derek would of taken this suicide attempt seriously and gotten her the help she had needed ⚠️this contains talk of suicide attempt⚠️ •I will update and write more whenever I can! Please leave feedba...

  • Meredith grey highschool trauma
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    Meredith grey is 16 and she is a sophomore. Meredith goes through the drama of being a teenager while also caring for herself because her mother is never home. Meredith wants to forget the last couple years and start over. She moves away from New York after her mother finds out her ex-boyfriend, Finn abused her. The w...

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  • Ten-Blade
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    Derek Shepherd is a senior in high school and Meredith Grey is only a freshman in high school. Meredith has big dreams and hopes but will her depression get in the way? Or will a boy come along and change that? (⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ talks of suicide, Self-harm, etc.)

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  • What She Needs
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    Meredith Grey has never had a real mother. She's never relied on another person and learnt that letting people in only gets you hurt. Will she be able to accept help, or will childhood trauma prevent Meredith from leaning into mother-like comfort? Highest rating- #1 Greys, #1 AmeliaShepherd, #2 MeredithGrey No Copyri...

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  • Slit
    821 25 1

    Derek's birthday. He would have been 50. TW suicide

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  • Keep Holding On
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    After Derek picked Addison, Meredith gets in a really dark phase. It's up to her friends to help her get through it before it is too late. One question keeps repeating in her head. Does Derek still love me? ⚠️TW⚠️Suicide (i do not own these characters, they all belong to Shonda Rhimes)

    Mature