"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irw...
ashton was just on a diet a pure, simple, restrictive diet, but there's nothing wrong with that, right? so why was everyone freaking out about it? *not in band, may be triggering* *who am I kidding it's very triggering tbh*
Mute - the refraining of speech; temporarily speechless. "I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it-and that's all I got." No one really knew what h...
5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?
When you're born, a small timer is imprinted on your wrist. This small timer counts down. It counts down to the moment you meet your soul-mate. Luke Hemmings' timer reached one week, and it's all he can think about. Ashton Irwin's life is crumbling under his feet, and all he can do is cry about it. That is, until th...
What happens when one boy shatters everything you thought you knew about yourself? "I don't like boys. But I like you. Does that make sense?" "No." "Good."
Ashton lost his vision and hearing. The only thing that makes him smile is touching Luke.
Ashton was getting bullied. Why you ask? Because he was gay. Well gay for one boy in particular. That boy just so happened to be his bully. But when happens when everything changes over a summer vacation. Will things ever work out between them or will they both fall to pieces.
Luke has been in love with Ashton Irwin ever since he first laid eyes on him the day he joined the band. But to Ashton, Luke is his band member and best friend, nothing more. Nobody knows that Luke is gay, not even Calum or Michael, and he plans on keeping it that way.
There was something about Luke, that made Ashton smile. But lately, Luke hasn't been smiling back. Luke is deeply in love with Ashton, and it's slowly killing him. He's convinced that Ashton will never love him back. He starts to drift away from the other boys, shutting himself out from them while occasionally lettin...
Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the fa...
