hate me// phan

"I'm just a fat kid with issues to you." "maybe you're meant to be a whole lot more."

boy || phan

"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

The Journal ✠ Lashton

✠ Warning: This story contains things such as Swearing, Smut, Self-Harm, Mentions of Abuse and Boyxboy. ✠

Unhappy ~ Lashton Hemwin - Book One ✔

Ashton Irwin; 15 years old, depressed, has social anxiety, quiet, alone, broken, Unhappy. Luke Hemmings; 17 years old, outgoing, popular, punk, funny, but Unhappy.

Rags Meets Riches [Lashton AU]

Ashton is a Rich boy who just wants to have fun in his life. So, when he moves and explores the city of Sydney, only to meet Luke, the rebellious punk of the town, his world flips and Luke teaches him to live a little and be carefree. However, his parents and Luke's friends don't like the two hanging out so much.

He Speaks French, I'm Not Fluent [Lashton AU]

Ashton only speaks french, and even though Luke takes the class, he's not fluent.

The Boy With the Crush [Lashton AU]

Ashton is a freshman who is infatuated with Luke, his best friend Calum's friend, who is a Junior. He always tries talking to him and would do anything for the basketball star. But Calum was sick of Ashton talking about Luke all the time and let it slip to Luke that Ashton is crushing on him. What happens when Luke fi...

9pm Bruises [Larry AU]

Louis is a twenty-one year old owner of a popular tea shop called 'Spot O' Tea'. Recently he notices a new customer with curly hair and green eyes, who comes in at the same time every night; 9pm. But that's not what worries Louis. What worries him is the bruises that scatter across his body, multiplying every day.

Cheshire Chatroom [Larry AU]

After the teachers realize the different grades of Cheshire High School aren't interacting, they decide to start a project. Cheshire Chatroom is an online pen-pal project where students from different grades message each other. But Louis Tomlinson, a year twelve student, isn't happy when he's forced to message an unkn...

Color of Love [Lashton AU]

❝Sometimes my eyes show emotions I don't even realize I'm feeling.❞ Where Luke's eyes change color based on his mood and emotions, but they never turned purple until he met Ashton.

Club of Misfits [Lashton & Malum]

❝Everyone has flaws. You me, Michael and Ashton - we're all just a club of misfits.❞ A club for those who need a friend created by two best friends.

a sentence a day (lashton)

luke doesn't know how to say the sentences he writes.

it's me [muke af]

luke loves michael, and ashton, and calum, and sometimes jack.

Letter To The Dead (LxLight) (Death Note)

Their love will be eternal, til death do they part. But after the grim reaper claims one of their souls forever, what is the other left to do? It's time to apologize. After all, betrayal comes with a high price to pay.

the boy with the white eyes [muke af]

daddy!michael has trouble keeping baby clifford quiet.

You Don't Hear My Cries - Lashton

Ashton's life has turned upside down. He's fallen in love with his best friend, and his depression's started up again, but now it's even worse than ever. Ashton becomes really good at hiding his feelings, but is hiding them really a good decision?

Weightless (lashton au)

"What would you do if I jumped off this bridge, right in front of your eyes?" "I'd jump with you." ***(Ok I wrote this a while ago and it's so bad bUT ENJOY)***

infatuation // lashton

in·fat·u·a·tion (inˌfaCHəˈwāSH(ə)n) noun an intense but short-lived passion or admiration for someone or something. "he had developed an infatuation with the boy" {based off the song A Sky Full of Stars by Coldplay}

conversations | lashton

short dialogue between the two lovers and a bumpy road.

hell feels like home // lashton

sequel to 'my four word hell' where luke is glad to be back at the asylum, and they throw him a curveball; ashton.

my four word hell // lashton

a story about ashton being in a mental hospital, and luke being not so nice to him about it. (each chapter is 4 words)

Numb - Muke

"I want to know why I was born this way. I want to know why I'm different. I want to know why everyone hates me. I want to know why I hate myself. I want to know what it's like to feel." Previously ranked #276 in Romance.

Speak up already - Phan

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

speak. • sequel to mute. • muke au

{SEQUEL TO MUTE} Michael and Luke Clifford. They were perfect, until little April came along. {#114 in fanfiction}

mute. • muke au

Michael didn't say much. Luke said nothing at all. Luke and Michael were perfect for each other. Silent. But still perfect. WINNER OF THE 'MUKE' BROMANCE AWARD ALSO AWARDED THE STORY WITH THE MOST VOTES OUT OF ALL OTHER CATAGORIES

199 Letters (l.s)

What would you do if your best friend committed suicide? What would you do if there was no way that you could help them? All there is left, is 199 letters. The only thing they left behind for you. © 2014, Ashley (larrystyIinson), All rights reserved

Stranger » Malum

"He doesn't have anyone, no friends, no family." The nurse snapped. "You might as well get out of here too, he doesn't even know you." "That's the best part," Michael replied with a small smile. "Talking to someone you don't know. Besides, I'm already on my way out." He entered room 213 two minutes after he usually co...