The Insecurity That Lies Deep Within || Var!Oshi no ko x F!Reader (DISCONTINUED)

"Everyone is different." I am indeed different, unlike others who are better than me in every imaginable way... I am just an average worthless orphan who has no reason to live and uses people to my own benefits. b̶u̶t̶ ̶a̶m̶ ̶i̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶?̶ But... why do I want to deny it? I wanna be special, so very special... b...