alexithymia subclinical phenomenon involving a lack of emotional awareness or, more specifically, difficulty in identifying and describing feelings and in distinguishing feelings from the bodily sensations of emotional arousal . . . "𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘤𝘰�...
╭─━━━━━━━━━━━━─╮ dysthymia /dɪsˈθʌɪmɪə/ persistent mild depression ╰─━━━━━━━━━━━━─╯ ───── ❝ alexithymia 2 ❞ ───── "the eclipse of our relationship was just history. you don't belong in a world where our eyes are plagued with war and our body's are created from selfishness" "if war was the sun and reputation was the gr...
set in the (historically inaccurate) 18th century "Darling, even with a mask on, your eyes gives yourself away" Tonight, let us dance under the chandelier and waltz with our hands pressed together. May our feet take us down a flowery path and our arms begin the elegant symphony. We shall end our masquerade with a bow...
"you protect this country, and i'll protect you" in which a firefighter who must protect this world, falls for a doctor who would do anything to protect him. + love at first sight + enemies to lovers
"I can not love myself, cause you're my habit to me" In which a criminologist is after a serial killer 'ace of spades' joined by the help of a forensic science specialist. Huang Renjun ff
Ft. NCT's Na Jaemin There were two rules: 1. Never wander the dark streets alone at night. 2. If you see a person wearing a black leather jacket with a golden phoenix on the back, you better turn around and run, and don't even think about looking back. Rules are not meant to be broken, they keep everything in order. ...
Ft. NCT's Huang Renjun There were two rules: 1. Never wander the dark streets alone at night. 2. If you see a person wearing a black leather jacket with a golden phoenix on the back, you better turn around and run, and don't even think about looking back. When you're outside the sideline, you're not important anymore...
Ft. NCT's Na Jaemin Falling out of love is scary, but falling in love is scarier. Real love makes you vulnerable, exposed. It's something that you can't predict, and when you fall, you fall. And there's no going back. COMPLETED
"She's whiskey in a teacup. A rather dangerous elegance I must say. She wears her jewellery as if they were studded with skulls, her perfume a sweet smell of blood. Her lips a bloody red and smile like a loaded gun. You can try destroy her, but all you'd be destroying is yourself." A flame was lit "She once told me: C...
✘ Demon Au ✘ "Oh Darling you have no idea what I'm capable of." Book 3 in the Drippin' series
「inspired by 'the death bell' movie」 "𝙞 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙢𝙚" "𝙬𝙝𝙮?" "𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙞'𝙢 𝙖𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤, 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙜𝙤" 𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙩_ 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙞'𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙙𝙤𝙩𝙚, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞'𝙢 𝙖𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 �...
⭒huang renjun ↳ a short diary written from a boy t a girl. ╰ diary one ROYALJAEM。2019 ❜ fetus writing
⭒huang renjun ↳ a short reply diary written from a girl to a boy. ╰ diary two ROYALJAEM。2020 ❜ fetus writing
⭒ huang renjun ↳ a short diary written from a boy to a girl filled with memories. ╰ diary three ROYALJAEM。2020 ❜ fetus writing
-ᴍᴀғɪᴀ/sᴏᴜʟᴍᴀᴛᴇ ᴀᴜ- sʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ɢɪʀʟ- ᴛʜᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀᴡ. ʜᴇ... ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ. -in which Rin is an unwanted soulmate at the mercy of a cold gang leader-
"I really love you" "I don't" - She loved coffee, but loved Renjun even more. in which even the nicest person ever managed to let the right one for him slip through his hands. ➵𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺.
Chenle - the high school's bad boy who doesn't care about anything gets assigned to help at the library as a punishment for destroying school's property. Either he wants it or not he has to help Sohee - a sweet yet introverted girl who's not as popular as he is. STARTED: 18/12/2022 FINISHED: 16/01/2023 BEST RANKING: #...
A cold and emotionless playboy Na Jaemin finally meets a girl that brings out his deepest desires to surface. Their drunken encounter gives them a crazy idea, an activity that would soon change the whole game. STARTED: 11/10/2023 FINISHED: 27/11/2023 BEST RANKING: #1 najaemin #1 jeno #1 leejeno #1 nct #1 kpopsmut #1...
Ft. NCT's Kim Doyoung Close your eyes for a moment and take a deep breath. Breathe. Doctors, some are in it for the money while others just want to save lives. COMPLETED
she belonged to the stars, refulgent and bountiful, a symbol of our memoirs, and so i named her, "byul".
Ft. NCT's Zhong Chenle "I can't tell you that. It's top secret information." Spy AU COMPLETED
lele : perhaps I love you more than you think I do... *your message cannot be sent* [short instagram au]
