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  • Suicidal deku with dadzawa and dadmight TRIGGER WARNING
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    Izuku has about had enough of his life. While on the outside ihis life might seem great, in reality, he has many secrets. From his mothers abusive boyfriend to the constant thoughts that he should kill himself. ⚠ TW for this story ⚠ Abuse alcohol self harm attempted suicide death

  • 'Small' is Never Small Enough
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    Basically RinxBon AU where Rin gets an eating disorder, Anorexia. Bon notices how Rin changes and that he's losing weight, and fast, and sets out to help his secret crush. owo TW for hateful thoughts, self-harm, eating disorders, anorexia, and boyxboy

  • Rin's Disaster
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    Being the bastard son of Satan, Rin Okumara has taken all he can face. Now he is alone and unwanted, and on a journey to define himself, before others can.

  • Horrible Acts | ✔️ | Blue Exorcist
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    80,030 words: Rin experienced some horrible things when he was younger, and keeps the secret for over nine years. Yukio knows something is wrong, but no matter what he does, he can't get his brother to tell him. When the twins and the cram school are sent on a mission that requires them to stay at the monestary, will...

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  • I Don't Want to be Alone Anymore
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    When the people Rin cares about the most leave him, he resorts back to old habits: cutting. When his friends all find out, how will they react? Will they try to help him, or just let him go down further down a path that eventually leads to suicide?

  • Satan's Spawn (Bon x Rin)
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    When everyone hates you and you also hate yourself is there any hope when the person you love hurts you the most why feel? When your reasons to live are over why keep living? This is my story I am Rin Okumura I am hated because I am a demon not only that but I am satan's spawn... 'Oh Rin if only you knew how much I lo...

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  • Break Down (Ao No Exorcist/Blue Exorcist Fanfic)
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    Rin knew what it felt like to be betrayed and he was used to it by now, he just wasn't used to it hurting this much--why did it have to hurt so much? Set after the Camping Trip Arc. Not your common cliche. Warning: Depression, Angst, Language

  • Where The Blue Flames Burn
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    I'm sorry Bon. I guess this world just isn't the right place for me. I'm not happy here. I'm just tired of everything. The bullying, the abuse, and self hatred. I can't say that this life has been completely shitty, because it wasn't. I met you. For a while everything seemed fine, even made a few friends...but... ever...

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  • Pushed To The Edge (Bon X Rin)
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    For the first time in his life, Rin finally had friends. He had people who he could rely on, people he could trust. And one camping trip destroyed that. He never asked to be the son of Satan. He never asked to be cursed with these blue flames. And he certainly never asked to be hated by everyone he cared about. With h...

  • WHY
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    i dont own blue exorcist or any of the charecters/ pictures -mature content -drugs/alcohol -cutting -suicidal thoughts -maybe yaoi idk yet

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  • The Pain He Caused - A blue exorcist fanfic (BEING REWRITTEN AS NEW STORY)
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    IMPORTANT*******THIS STORY IS A COMPLETE KNOCKOFF OF THE STORY Horrible Acts by 19FandomTrash98. When I wrote this I was stupid. I now just realised it's like the same as this story. The rewrite will be my own work and not copy this story. IM am so sorry about this This is a blue Exorcist fan fiction. I do not own any...

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  • Demons That Haunt Me
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    What if one of the conditions to let Rin live was not only that he pass the exorcist exam in six months, but that he would also have to spend two weeks with the Vatican to 'prove he's not dangerous?' Will he still be the same person after? Set after the Amaimon attack. Based off the manga, but no spoilers because the...

  • I'm sorry (Depressed Rin Okumura) {blue exorcist}
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    Rin Okumura from blue exorcist is shunned by all of his former friends and even his brother. He can't do anything and there is no one there for him, so he resorted to cutting. He tries to cope, to get better, but will his methods be enough? Will things turn out ok? (Not good at summaries, please read) TRIGGER WARNING ...

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  • Rin x Shima
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    I haven't seen many people write about these two and when they do it ends abruptly or isn't that good 😅 . Slow burn, this kinda is my first story I have written before but haven't posted anything I hope this will be good I'm trying my best :) . anime is blue Exorcist and I own nothing besides the art that will be...

  • "It" Can't Be Helped | ✔️ | Blue Exorcist
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    (First Rendition) 41,653 words: Rin is neither human nor demon, he fits in nowhere. His so called "friends" make that known often, and his own brother has turned his back on him. With no one to talk to, Rin turns to self destructive behaviors in order to get through everyday life. However, will a routine mission make...

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  • I don't live, I only exist
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    Ao no Exorcist/Blue Exorcist fanfiction probably BonxRin too so if you don't ship it I'm not sorry (mabye you will change your mind 😏) and it's gonna be sad probably i like writing sad things ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ may contains: sad things self hatered selfharm depression blood may be gore and other things that type oh...

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  • Hurt
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    "Don't Hurt Him." "I'm Innocent." ××××× Show: Blue Exorcist/ Ao no Exorcist Pairing: Suguro Ryuji and Rin Okumura Warning: Depression, suicidal thoughts, implied self-harm, gore, strong language, weapons, and homophobia Status: Completed Sequel: Out Now, 'Frozen'

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  • Under The Silence
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    In this story, the sword didn't crack. Rin didn't need saving. Koneko (Kone) didn't have the demon attached to him, but a demon did slip through. Bon's a dick (You are what you eat afterall) Basicly... Depression! ... Yay! 😁 Trigger Warnings Obviously Read on! /characters and whatnot aren't mine. They belong to Blue...

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  • Is That What You Wanted? (Ao no Exorcist )
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    After the whole incident with Amaimon, Rin has been feeling devastated and depressed. He doesn't know how to feel, act or even exist as everyone is staring at him with glares. The thought of doing something '' stupid '' is always in his mind, will he do it or put off with this behaviour? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~...

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  • Blue Exorcist AU | If Rin Had Depression (BEING REWRITTEN ON AO3)
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    ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️: Suicide, self-harm, anxiety, etc. What if, in the anime Blue Exorcist, Rin Okumura were to give into depression? What if he were to have had it since he was little? How would things change? Find out in this fanfiction! I don't own anything from the Blue Exorcist series. Update: I no longer use Wattpad...

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  • "It" Can't Be Helped (Revised) | ♾️ | Blue Exorcist
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    (Revised Story) Rin is neither human nor demon, he fits in nowhere. His so called "friends" make that known often, and his own brother has turned his back on him. With no one to talk to, Rin turns to self destructive behaviors in order to get through everyday life. However, will a routine mission make it all crumble a...

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