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  • Wonderwall | phan au (COMPLETE)
    61.5K 3.5K 19

    "When you feel like you're just stuck in a hole, it's your Wonderwall that saves you." Dan signs himself into a mental hospital after he has suicidal thoughts. Once there he meets Phil, his shy roommate. He will do anything and everything to get Phil out of his shell. ~ inspired by the film "it's kind of a funny st...

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  • Relapse (Phan)
    253K 16.3K 29

    SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

  • Promise? • phan
    185K 7.2K 21

    {COMPLETED} Phil was mute, alone and bullied. Dan was outgoing, popular, and a bully. But when he starts developing feelings for Phil, what happens? -once again not good at summaries but give it a try-

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  • Depressed | Phan {EDITING}
    297K 13.6K 41

    "Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words ...

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  • The Best Letters Ever
    267K 21.5K 24

    These are the best letters ever. Enjoy.

  • Alive (Phan)
    613K 34.3K 31

    Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

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  • For Our Parent's Sakes (Phanfiction)
    202K 11.2K 27

    Everything was like a puzzle that had yet to be put together. It was like all the pieces were there, but you didn't know where to connect them and how they fit in. Dan was the puzzle, and I wanted to know how to solve it.

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  • Two of a kind (phan and kickthestickz)
    2.1M 71.2K 41

    Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

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  • Phan || Put On Mute {BoyxBoy}
    2K 68 13

    i asked my friend to write this. she said: "dan and phil equals phan equals a lot of people crying equals this story. This is a phan story, no description needed. find me on tumblr ; shadykittenn.tumblr.com" wow Love ya'll enjoy

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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
    280K 9.4K 12

    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • Blue Eyes | phan
    112K 6.9K 18

    Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )

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  • You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)
    5.1M 187K 53

    Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

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  • geeks >> phan
    258K 9.1K 86

    Dan is a geek. Phil is a geek. Somehow, fate brings them together.

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  • A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)
    2.9M 108K 90

    TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

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  • A Meeting Place.
    13.7K 177 3

    Helen feels lost without the security of her soulmate, Zach. Perhaps a trip to the in between is the only way she can feel safe again.

  • Meet Me On The Roof
    46.7K 3K 19

    Dan and Phil are both Grade 12 students in high school with similar, yet not so similar problems. They can be there for each other when no one else can, but that could lead to their self destruction. Or their self rebuilding. *there's gonna be some foul language in this fic, and some smut later on, but for the most p...