What is the best way to keep a secret? "Tell it to everyone you know, but pretend you are kidding" - Lemony Snicket. It turned out that Snicket was painfully correct. By the time I reached P.E. after lunch on Monday, it was tipping over the edge of eighty degrees, and my red hoodie had been stuffed in the back of my...
Helen feels lost without the security of her soulmate, Zach. Perhaps a trip to the in between is the only way she can feel safe again.
Dan is broken and his mind is filled with self-hate and pain. Who knew a waiter would be able to fix him? Warnings- Swearing, Self-harm, BoyxBoy (Kinda sorta based on 'The Promise' by Emma Blackery and 'Still Into You' by Paramore)
Dan and Phil have been best friends for 5 years now, avoiding Phanfictions and ignoring questions on their relationship. Truth is, it was just to painful for either of them to face. After them 5 years of sitting around and waiting, is one of them finally going to admit their love or will it be a secret for now and for...
Please don't judge me. I can't type and it's midnight and my brain hurts from trying to be creative. Sorry everyone. :(
Dan has a crush on his idol, Phil. He wishes he could have a chance with him. He wishes he could have a chance with anyone, except that he has a condition making it hard to control his emotions, leading to random outbursts that he gets, A LOT. So how could anyone ever fall for him? ((triggers of self harm and suicidal...
cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.
Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxbo...
When Emily, a girl who suffers from depression, anxiety, and self harm, finds the guy she's been looking for, how could she not get closer? It's a difficult road, though, due to her depression, which keeps her isolated, anxiety, which makes it difficult for her to have contact, and her self harm, which she has to hide...
~Book Two in the I'm Sorry For Being Me series~ (This is honestly the worst in the series if you read this and hate it bear with me and if you can't handle it just. Skip it please) Dan and Phil's lives fall apart when Madeline, Victor, and Ronald are taken away from them because they are supposedly too young to be exp...
~Book One in the I'm Sorry For Being Me series~ When Dan confesses his feelings for Phil, why is it that he acts so coldly towards him, when he obviously feels the same way? Will their relationships ever get anywhere, or is this the end of the Fantastic Foursome? Tiny, tiny, tiny trigger warning for self harm. Nothing...
Sometimes, hiding things isn't the best idea. Sometimes, dreams do come true, and not always in the best way. But everything happens for a reason, right?
Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D
The title says it all, really! This book is a collection one-shots, based around the famous YouTube stars Danisnotonfire (Dan Howell), and AmazingPhil (Phil Lester). : WARNING : If you do not like Phan, simply don't read this! I do not want to have to deal with hate comments, although I'm sure all you people reading...
Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request
Hellooooo. This is for Corry. <3 Mildly upsetting, contains self harm. Part one! Stay tuned if you enjoy it. :3 Pairing: Phan (Phil Lester x Dan Howell) Bimbar x
Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)
PHAN! WARNING!- this story contains strong language, mild violence, and mild self harm Enjoy! Oh yes and there maybe character on the way that you recognise! X I know its long X
plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WAR...
I tried to make the main character as anonymous as possible, so that you (yes, you, the beautiful reader) could envision yourself as the main character. This story is basically something a lot of Coldplayers have dreamt about. Criticism is very much appreciated <3
Mia is a girl running from her past. What will happen when she moves to London to live next to her best friend Allicia? Will she be hurt again or will she forget the bad things that hapenned to her? Read the story to find out :D
