[ cobwebs + flies ]

- dan always hated the idea of secret admirers. - that is, until phil came along. [punk!phil x pastel!dan] ::::

death of a conformist || phan

"Why do you think you have to base yourself off what others think of you? Why can't you just be yourself for you?" I looked at him, befuddled. "How would you possibly know I do that?" I scoffed. He looked back to me this time, looking deep into my eyes. "I just know. I know that behind that pretty face of yours, you...

High On You (Phan) // Unfinished

Dan Howell is not a happy person. He relies on any type of high to get him through each day and he's never been in love with any girl he's dated. His parents want him to marry his girlfriend of two years, but he can't bring himself to marry someone he doesn't love, and who doesn't love him. He meets a man named Phil...

twisted (phan) || book #2

SECOND BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES After running away together, Dan and Phil live their life in London, keeping their past locked up. Either way, nothing has changed. In fact, things have gotten worse for the two boys. After Dan pulled the trigger on the gun, he hasn't been the same since. Dan and Phil are now the m...

stained (phan) || book #1

*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell...

You don't know me [phan]

cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

Forgotten Flowers (A Sequel to "Do Opposites Attract?")

*SPOILERS DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVENT READ THE LAST STORY* Dan never thought he would be forgotten, but he's proved wrong. With his daughter, Dandelion starting high school, the stress of it all makes her forget all about her father. Phil also forgets about Dan at times, and although he's happy, it hurts Dan. Dan comes...

snapchat

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

Mad Hatter // Phan AU

"Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

forest fiction

used to be #1 in fanfiction not my story. link is in story.

the artist and the writer (joshler)

Josh Dun notices a new kid in his art class. Turns out he may be more complex than Josh ever imagined. ;[COMPLETED]; copyright 2019 jesse howard

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

fuckboy

[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016

Presidential Love

Ted Cruz is a lonely middle aged politician. Jacob Sartorius is an broken eighteen year old musical.ly star. What happens when these two different worlds collide? Will they be the perfect match, or will they burn out?

online (joshler)

typical texting au/josh & tyler play a game and maybe fall in love. [[REWRITTEN]]

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

hotel room (halsey)

you never know what can happen when two girls are given the same hotel room.

home (halsey)

the hotel rooms were temporary, but they're home now. {SEQUEL TO HOTEL ROOM}

Philophobia

|| Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became c...

Arranged Marriage- Phan

Phil is a poor boy forced to marry another man. He's not very healthy and he's very anxious to be the husband of a rich man. The constant cloud of suicide and anxiety follows Phil Lester everywhere he goes and he struggles to fit into his new life. It's a good thing this man he marries is a good man and eventually Phi...

Taken By Sleep {Joshler} |Completed|

(Cover made by the amazing @alltimetrashcan) Tyler: your typical shy new kid Josh: the unpopular nice guy When the two meet, they become best friends. All is happy and well-with a few bumps along the way, of course- and everything goes as a happy Joshler you'd expect. Until you forget to expect the unexpected. Read m...

Shit Storm (A Phan Fic)

swiggity sway these blokes are gayy.

A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

Refound Love (YTSTMB sequel)

Part 2 of the infamous series. You asked for it, so you got it - this is the sequel to You're The Straw To My Berry! If you haven't read YTSTMB, it would make sense to read that first but it's not 100% necessary.

You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)