dear phil ;; phan

Dear Phil, It's three am. I can't sleep. So, I'm writing to you.

Talk To Me

Part 1 Phil is the new boy to school. Dan is the loner who doesn't talk. After his new friends, Chris and Pj, convince him to talk to him, Phil finds himself fascinated with him. As they grow closer he learns that the silent boy has a lot more to him. Part 2 After high school Dan and Phil moved in together, growing c...

lioness // phan

Dan & Phil really are dads aren't they? *** This story contains triggering content that may upset some readers, please don't read if you feel you may be upset! If you are upset, feel free to message me and I'll do my best to help <3

Ephemeral

ephemeral ɪˈfɛm(ə)r(ə)l,-ˈfiːm-/Submit adjective 1. lasting for a very short time. <> Summary: They knew they were a time bomb, but they pulled the key anyway. Dan and Phil knew more than anyone that death wasn't kind to anyone, and though they know it's a bad idea, they can't help but fall in love.

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

I Saw the Lights Go Out

The United Kingdom isn't so united anymore. Rebellions nobody can even remember the cause of, cause panic throughout what's left of Great Britain. The Government have one too many secrets and Dan Howell is about to know them all. Of course, it isn't his fault his dad's an egotistical liar and his mum's a sociopath. An...

A day in the clouds

Dan Howell suffers from schizophrenia. The voices in his head tell him to do horrible things to himself and others, but the only thing grounding him to earth is the clouds in the sky. Phil Lester has sever depression and is struggling to keep going each day. All his life he had been a mer shell of a man. When they m...

Refound Love (YTSTMB sequel)

Part 2 of the infamous series. You asked for it, so you got it - this is the sequel to You're The Straw To My Berry! If you haven't read YTSTMB, it would make sense to read that first but it's not 100% necessary.

You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

Discovering Love // phan

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

Messages (Phan fiction)

Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

Speak up already - Phan

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

Haunted (Dan Howell/Phil Lester)

When Dan dies from a sudden sickness Phil finds it hard to let go. //Don't steal\\

The Exchange Student ➵ phan

Dan Howell takes up a opportunity to travel halfway across the world to be an exchange student. Phil Lester is appalled when his parents decide to tackle the challenge of housing an exchange student to 'straighten him out' from his aggressive teenager ways.

Dreamer [Phanfiction]

Enrolling into one of the best universities in the country, Phil Lester is ecstatic. But all of his excitement fades away when he meets his new roommate, Dan Howell, who has his mind set upon getting Phil transferred rooms. Dan is cold to him from the beginning, but Phil believes he could be hiding something from him...

Unreadable: A Phan AU

My name is Daniel James Howell, call me Dan. I'm 23 years old and for most of my life, I lived alone, but I was never lonely. I lived a normal life, although I have a rather...odd talent. I can learn a whole person's life story in a glance. I'm not sure how or why but all I know is I've lived a thousand lives througho...

Arranged Marriage- Phan

Phil is a poor boy forced to marry another man. He's not very healthy and he's very anxious to be the husband of a rich man. The constant cloud of suicide and anxiety follows Phil Lester everywhere he goes and he struggles to fit into his new life. It's a good thing this man he marries is a good man and eventually Phi...

Taken (phan)

What starts off as a simple day in the Lester and Howell house hold soon turns into something much worse, when Phil, goes missing. But when Dan finds out the real reasoning for his friends kidnapping will he be able to handle it emotionally and physically? Starts of horribly but gets better around chapters 8 and 10 *...

Give Me Love(boyxboy)

Dan and Phil love each other but keep their relationship on the down low. What happens when Dan loses confidence in himself??

Admit It || Phan

Dan sees the way Phil reacts when he sees anything related to Phan. It makes all the more difficult to come to terms with how he really feels. The question is, will Phil feel the same way? (I wrote this a LONG time ago. 0/10 would NOT recommend plz don't read it's cringe)

I think I'm in love (phanfic)

This is a phanfic as you could have guessed xD will be updated regularly. This will include: self abuse , strong language , alcohol , violence and such. If you do not want to read as of those things feel free not to. Summary of story will be written once complete. May even be a sequel ;) Right, I went over this stor...

The Letters I Never Sent | Phan

"You could say it's just the story of two fucked-up kids in a fucked-up world." Phil Lester had just moved cities, leaving all his secrets behind to start again. However, after losing that bloody letter, he didn't expect the lone-wolf of his school, Dan Howell, to actually approach him and ruin his plans of trying to...

Not A Game | Phan AU

"I'm letting you off easy today, queer. You have 30 seconds to run and if I can still hear you, I'm coming after you." TW -Cutting -Depression -Bullying -Verbal Abuse -Thoughts Of Suicide

Fix Me |Phan AU|

©blushinghobi Dan Howell (20) has been hurt and abandoned for his whole life. Left lonely,he had absolutely nobody to talk to. He had a shitty apartment and a crappy job and really,he had nothing to look forwards to in his life. Phil Lester (24) seemed like a really bubbly and happy person. He made YouTube videos onl...

A Dream come true

Dan and Phil have lived together for a very long time and over that time have both developed feelings for each other. Despite the feelings being hard to ignore, neither of them want to admit that they've fallen in love with there best friend.

Ivory Keys (Phan AU)

Dan Howell is an unemployed musician looking for a job. He walks into a pub one night after a long day of job hunting and spies a piano in the corner with a "pianist needed" sign on it. He turns to the bartender to ask about the position but is stunned speechless by the beautiful person he sees.

Snowflakes (Phan)

Remember the night we met?

Alive (Phan)

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...