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  • The Fine Art of Fixing You (Phan)
    203 15 1

    T/W: Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts Daniel James Howell hasn't smiled since his mother died of breast cancer. Since his father became a drunk recluse who interacts with no one and cries himself to sleep. Since his girlfriend broke it off, saying that being with him was "too much for her to handle." Since he became broke...

    Mature
  • Bad Boys Always Keep Secrets (PHANFICTION)
    163 13 3

    Dan Howell moves to a small town where nothing happens and has to keep a big secret. He's known as the token bad boy by the first day What happens when a curious Phil Lester figures out his secret?

  • I Never Meant To (AU Phanfiction)
    29.9K 1.1K 12

    They say that the moment you find the love of your life, you're love-struck. They say you can't speak because your mouth is too dry and your heart is beating too fast and forming a coherent thought, let alone sentence, is an impossible task. (Few people also say something about 'sparks' or getting lost in the stranger...

  • Voices (COMPLETED) #WATTYS2016
    983 75 17

    **Warning: Suicidal content** Dan feels alone Phil helps Dan is broken Phil is happy Dan is pretending Phil notices Dan tries Phil helps Dan is too broken Phil brings in sunshine But the voices in Dan's head are too strong

    Completed   Mature
  • A Series of Stories
    477 35 33

    Ok ima be real this is a writting dump. Its just random poems and short stories ive written so significantly better than others. There's a lot of darker stuff and some of its just plain edgy, but um yeah idk what else to say. Read if ya want. I always appreciate constructive criticism.

  • Shattered || Phan [COMPLETED]
    448K 11.4K 55

    shattered. ((Highest Ranking: #85 in Fanfiction)) sleepyplisetsky||2015

    Completed  
  • Outcast ✧ Phan
    1.2M 60.2K 23

    Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltz...

    Completed  
  • the broken
    1.3M 63.1K 49

    the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

    Completed  
  • Polaroid (A Phan AU)
    430K 25K 52

    The polaroid photo - people say if you shake it, it will develop faster, but in truth it just ruins it. Phil is a working class, geeky, lonely boy toddling through life with his camera. When his family falls on hard times, he is forced out of his bubble and into the real world. Playlist: http://open.spotify.com/user...

    Completed  
  • Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)
    217K 10.9K 31

    Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...

    Completed  
  • Tumblr Crush (Phan)
    254K 14.5K 30

    Dan Howell and Phil Lester hate each other. Phil always teases Dan and Dan always yells at Phil. Can Tumblr change that?

    Completed  
  • Feel Better - PHAN
    123K 5.2K 41

    Dan is sick and Phil is suffering - so what the hell are they supposed to do now?

    Completed  
  • Blue Eyes | phan
    112K 6.9K 18

    Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )

    Completed  
  • Alive (Phan)
    613K 34.3K 31

    Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

    Completed   Mature
  • The Boy From The North; a Phanfiction
    213K 8.2K 30

    Dan Howell is a new student at the most prestigious preparatory school in England. Phil Lester is the bad boy, often referred to as The Boy From The North. No one knows much about him except that. Dan falls head over heels for Phil even though people say to stay away from him. Dan tries to befriend Phil, but Phil push...

    Completed  
  • Boundaries ➸ Phan
    12.4K 937 4

    Phil has never had a best friend until now. He didn't see it as a bad thing, but there was a down side to not having experience in friendships or relationships... How was Phil meant to know the definition of platonic? If there was a line between friendship and a relationship, where was it? Had Phil crossed it? ❝ The f...

  • I'd Do Anything: A Phanfiction
    433K 16.8K 27

    When Dan and Phil decide to make a prank video, they conceive the most brilliant plan. Nothing can go wrong until Dan has to leave for an unexpected trip and Phil is left at home to upload the video. Phil was a bit careless, and uploading and the prank went a bit downhill. How will they dig themselves out of this hole...

    Completed  
  • Maybe it's enough - Phan (Completed)
    293K 14.6K 20

    Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the o...

    Completed   Mature
  • paper thin (phan)
    1M 54K 24

    *'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

    Completed  
  • Everything Is Ephemeral - phan
    210K 13.2K 8

    Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

    Completed  
  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 99K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

    Completed  
  • moods / phan
    2.3M 127K 39

    in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

    Completed  
  • Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan
    2.6M 126K 24

    Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

    Completed