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  • pills ✧ tronnor
    387K 19.3K 28

    When Troye is admitted to a psychiatric ward following a suicide attempt, the only thing he wants is to get discharged as soon as possible. The last thing he expects to find is a friend, let alone anything more. If there's one thing he learns, it's to never judge a book by it's cover. And to never take life too seriou...

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  • ouija ; phan
    111K 9.2K 35

    "Phil, let's play a game called ouija. "

  • polarize // phan
    75.5K 5K 12

    "the world isn't just black and white, you know." the year is 1994. philip lester has been brought up with the most religious of ideals, in a highly christian household. he attends church every sunday, says grace at the dinner table nightly, prays as often as possible, and wouldn't ever dream of disobeying his parents...

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  • CAMBOY | PHAN AU
    185K 9.4K 22

    THIS FIC IS CURRENTLY NOT BEING UPDATED Phil is in need of some money and sometimes the best way to get it is to the do harder jobs. Model!Phil & Harsh!Howell || HIGHEST RANK: 52 in fan fiction ||

  • Blush
    124 4 1

    So I found an au on tumblr about like hair changing due to mood and my stupid ass decided to draw fanart and go and write it so enjoy my angst/depression-fueled writing at 1 in the morning. Here's to hating myself. Enjoy. (OH MY GOD I FORGOT TO MENTION THE FANART FROM THE COVER IS NOT MY OWN WORK AND IF SOMEONE FINDS...

  • control ;; phan
    222K 16.1K 42

    "goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

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  • Misfit (Phan AU)
    4.1M 101K 53

    Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

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  • online : phan
    150K 10.1K 21

    In which Phil meets an odd boy on an online chatting site.

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  • It Wasn't for Us //PHAN
    86.1K 4.6K 19

    (Phan) Two dysfunctional teenagers, one has an obsessive personality and the other loathes almost everything around him. Does something positive and lovely comes out of two negative things? *might trigger bad memories at some points* PREVIOUSLY TITLED 'Stranger'

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  • Give Me Some Of That Bass // phan
    198K 11.9K 24

    Playing music has always been a big part of Phil's life. From the time he was five, and banging spoons against the table, to present day; seventeen years old and apart of the upcoming Alt. Rock/Everything-In-Between band, Heinous. It's an easy life to live, he's sure. Making music with his best friends, trying to avo...

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  • Star Gazing (Phanfiction)
    113K 6.1K 57

    ((Spoilers are bad mmkay)) ((Possible TW))

  • Relapse (Phan)
    253K 16.3K 29

    SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

  • Alive (Phan)
    613K 34.3K 31

    Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

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  • Discovering Love // phan
    1.1M 53.9K 21

    Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

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