the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

moods / phan

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

Speak [ phan ]

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

Before I Met You In Person: Phanfiction

Dan and Phil, Internet friends unable to meet each other in person. It begins to be a bad situation when Dan feels he needs Phil right by his side every minute when Phil feels the same way.

Colors ↠ Phan AU

When every human is born, they are born into a world without color, a world where everything is in black and white until you meet your soulmate. When you meet them, colors spark around you, and you must instantly marry. Dan Howell and Phil Lester have communicated through the internet for a while, and when they fina...

Skinny Love (Phan)

Dan has been in love with Phil for just about a year now and doesn't realize Phil feels the same. Just as Phil loves Dan, both are too scared and shy to admit to to each other. As things seem to get better, Phil meets a girl named Cat and start dating. Dan will either swallow his feelings or confess them and risk losi...

Fifty shades of Phan

Philip Lester is a reporter for the BBC, what happens when he is asked to go interview Daniel Howell, the founder of one of the most fashionable clothes lines in the whole of England. Will Phil be able to resist this attractive, wealthy man? NO COPYRIGHT INTENDED Got me lookin' so crazy in love....

Arranged Marriage- Phan

Phil is a poor boy forced to marry another man. He's not very healthy and he's very anxious to be the husband of a rich man. The constant cloud of suicide and anxiety follows Phil Lester everywhere he goes and he struggles to fit into his new life. It's a good thing this man he marries is a good man and eventually Phi...

It's a Pleasure To Meet You

summary: Dan revisits some of the best and worst memories with his boyfriend: Phil during the bumpy road of chemo therapy. Warnings: cancer, illness etc Word count: 1240 It's just a one shot so I will not be continuing it unfortunately, but please enjoy.

Home Alone - Phan

Phil's been abroad for a while, and when he comes back, he finds Dan broken. P.s. I'm Dutch, so please tell me if you find any mistakes. ~ M.E.

geeks >> phan

Dan is a geek. Phil is a geek. Somehow, fate brings them together.

It Wasn't for Us //PHAN

(Phan) Two dysfunctional teenagers, one has an obsessive personality and the other loathes almost everything around him. Does something positive and lovely comes out of two negative things? *might trigger bad memories at some points* PREVIOUSLY TITLED 'Stranger'

I Think I Love You (A Phan fiction)

Dan and Phil are best friends. They live in the same flat and always did everything together. Little did they know, each of them had feelings for the other, but didn't want to say anything because maybe it would ruin their friendship. Was it worth the wait for Phil when Dan decides to get a boyfriend?

Parallel Universes || Phan

Phillip is a scientist who is studying Parallel Universes. After what he thinks is a tragic loss where his boyfriend, Daniel, goes into a coma he builds a machine which sends him into a different world. In this world there are no hover cars and holograms, just taxi's, tea and crumpets. When he enters a less advanced...

Summer Camp 3 | Phan ❤

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FLIRT (Phan)

Phil is popular: president of his fraternity, shortstop of the baseball team, he's got it all figured out. But when Phil meets Dan, a flamboyant freshman in the theatre department, everything changes. Despite warnings from their friends, Dan and Phil can't stay away from each other, but when these two worlds come cras...

Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)

Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...

Relapse (Phan)

SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

I'll love you every step of the way ~ Phan

Dan and Phil have always been best friends, but when problems occur and feelings get in the way, can they get through it together or could it ruin everything?

I Will Be There For You

Dan is stressed out and going through a depression. Phil is always there for Dan and especially in this time. But, Dan seems to be pushing Phil away. Finally Phil gives Dan some space. But little does Phil know, that was a bad choice.

Cereal Box(Phan)

This fan fic will be about the YouTube's amazingphil and danisnotonfire.

cry baby ♥︎ phan (discontinued)

DISCONTINUED :(( they call you cry baby, cry baby, so you laugh through your tears ✧ pastel!dan punk!phil based on melanie martinez's album 'cry baby'

The Benefits Project ; phan au

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...

Wait, I love you.

Phil tries to be straight but that doesnt doesn't work out.

Alive (Phan)

Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...

phan // one-shots

"i wonder how biology can explain the physical pain in your chest when all you want to do is be with someone." - d.h. or, various happy endings for your two favourite idiots. {may 2015 - july 2017} all of these works are my own (however much it pains me to say it with most of my earlier stuff). please do not repost...

Would You Still Be There? (Phan fanfic)

Dan and Phil..i'll let the rest of the story tell itself

It all started when.. | Phan ❤

Daniel Howell joins a new school after getting bullied. He moved to Lakewood a school in London as his parents decided to move. Second book is slowly in progress - but following it on from the same book.

The Way He Looks

Dan is a teenage boy whose only friend is his best friend, PJ. Dan never gets to experience the things the other kids get to experience. Dan never drank, Dan never traveled, Dan never even kissed someone. Dan couldn't do any of these things because of his disability. It wasn't his fault that he was blind though. So, i...