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  • moods / phan
    2.3M 127K 39

    in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

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  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 99K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

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  • blurry face - phan
    2.3M 152K 46

    " my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

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  • Everything Is Ephemeral - phan
    210K 13.2K 8

    Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

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  • Different || Troyler AU
    66.7K 4.2K 39

    Angels with black wings aren't angels, so what are they? Troye is a depressed, anorexic boy in need of someone. Tyler is a smart, happy new boy who has everyone. Troye's wings won't always save him when he falls, especially if he's the one who makes himself jump in the first place. +COMPLETED, self harm, depression, a...

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  • Talk Me Down
    628 40 1

    *Trigger Warning* It's several years into the future. Troye and Tyler are happily married and living in an apartment near the center of LA. When Tyler comes back after a late night of work, Troye isn't waiting for him like he usually does, and all Tyler can find is... A suicide note?

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  • Their Selfless Little Boy
    132K 7.2K 40

    It's been 6 years since Troye Sivan released his first EP and grew tens of millions of fans everywhere. It's been 1 year since he began making YouTube videos again. It's been 4 years since he was cut off completely from his YouTube friends. Vidcon 2020 has arrived and Troye is back to where he started. After he was f...

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  • Misfit (Phan AU)
    4.1M 101K 53

    Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

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  • Addiction - Troyler AU
    45.2K 2.6K 17

    22 year old Troye Sivan is the new worldwide sensation: breaking records with each album and becoming one of the most desired men on the globe. Being far away from his friends and family, while also finding it difficult to find a long-lasting connection, he develops an addiction to sex and paying someone to spend each...

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  • Freak (Troyler AU)
    9.6M 224K 81

    What if you could hear them? The thoughts they deigned not reasonable enough to say out loud, the things not suitable for even a giggly teenage gossip conversation. Would it be a blessing or a curse? Troye, the unlucky teenager bestowed with this 'gift', thinks of it as a curse, with good reason. Do you know how hard...

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  • Five senses (troyler)
    4.5K 239 1

    "People think that dying is quick. That all of a sudden it's dark, and then the light appear. Well it's not like that. Your senses shuts one by one, but before that you remember the most beautiful and tragic memories." Warning: sad, main character is dying (yeah i hate me to for writing that)

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  • The Missing Puzzle Piece (Prequel to "Their Selfless Little Boy")
    33.4K 2.2K 32

    August 15, 2014: Troye Sivan's Debut EP TRXYE is released. December 31, 2914: Troye Sivan performs in Times Square for New Years Eve. February 5, 2015: Troye Sivan performed for a sold out show in Madison Square Garden. April 27, 2015: TRXYE goes triple platinum June 16, 2015: Troye Sivan is cut off from the YouTube c...

  • A Troyler Story.
    147K 4.7K 20

    After a rough ending at Vidcon, how will Tyler and Troye react after ignoring each other for months?

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  • The Perth Plan: A Troyler Fanfic
    502K 18.1K 51

    During Tyler's trip to Perth the Mellet's join forces with Troye and Tyler's Youtube friends to get them together. Will they succeed or will they make their unique relationship too awkward to bear? -No triggering content, just adorable fluff-

  • The Kiss That Started It All. (A Troyler Fanfiction)
    159K 5.6K 63

    Tyler and Troye were the best of friends - they did everything together; they blogged, they laughed, they joked - they were all round inseparable; but one day changes that all. As the crowd chants that one simple word; "Kiss!" Neither knew that their lives would completely change - but would it be for good or for bad...

  • When in Rome... (TROYLER)
    1.1M 43.4K 54

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