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  • Blue Neighborhood (Phan)
    58.7K 4.2K 8

    Phil goes to football games, but not because he likes sports. Inspired by the music of Troye Sivan Pairings: Phan TW: Minor homophobic language Genre: Angst, Fluff

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  • Polaroid (A Phan AU)
    430K 25K 52

    The polaroid photo - people say if you shake it, it will develop faster, but in truth it just ruins it. Phil is a working class, geeky, lonely boy toddling through life with his camera. When his family falls on hard times, he is forced out of his bubble and into the real world. Playlist: http://open.spotify.com/user...

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  • Skinny Love-Phan
    29.7K 1K 1

    Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D

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  • Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)
    217K 10.9K 31

    Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...

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  • First Time at Playlist Live | Phan
    40.3K 1.8K 15

    Dan is new to being a big YouTuber, he gets invited to a massive convention in Orlando Florida held for all the big You-Tubers to meet there fans. When Dan goes, knowing nobody, how will he find it, will he make any friends, will any romance form in the sort time he's there.

  • Depressed | Phan {EDITING}
    297K 13.6K 41

    "Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words ...

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  • Saying Yes Has Always Been Easy // Phan
    4.4K 187 5

    Summary: On softly lit nights Phil will kiss Dan and hold him tight. But that's only temporary. And Phil will leave Dan with words that feel like poison. (Or in which Dan is a writer, Phil is an artist and they're friends with benefits) Word Count: 13k Warnings: smut (blowjobs), mentions of cheating, swearing

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  • Edit That Bit Out
    88.5K 4.2K 12

    Dan and Phil have been good at hiding their relationship for the past few years, but what happens when one of them accidentally tells the world about it? Could it be the end of their relationship?

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  • The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete)
    117K 5K 13

    so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never lo...

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  • But I'm Straight (Phan AU)
    680K 34.4K 54

    "But I'm straight." Those three words are the words that take Phil over the edge. Like his world is crashing down on him. What's up with his constant flirting and his cheeky smiles and lovey dovey eyes. Phil knows something's up, and he's determined to find out what that something is. //warning: swearing, self harm...

  • Up All Night // phan
    791K 42.1K 21

    Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

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  • Northern Downpour || Phan AU
    331K 11.2K 28

    Phil is not the most important boy at school, and Dan is just trying to fit in. What happens when their lives suddenly collide, and start something that none of them ever thought would happen. Warnings: violence, abuse, swearing, (smut).

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  • You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)
    5.1M 187K 53

    Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

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  • Never Told A Lie (Phan fiction)
    1.2M 45.2K 31

    Dan is the popular guy who can have anyone he wants. His friend Chris isn’t so sure about that though and makes a bet with him: By the end of term Dan has to make Phil Lester fall in love with him. A/N: There's no selfharm, no depression, no eating disorders, no character deaths, no bullying, no getting beaten up...

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  • For Our Parent's Sakes (Phanfiction)
    202K 11.2K 27

    Everything was like a puzzle that had yet to be put together. It was like all the pieces were there, but you didn't know where to connect them and how they fit in. Dan was the puzzle, and I wanted to know how to solve it.

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  • You Make Me Okay (phan)
    123K 5.8K 22

    Dan Howell is just a boy in his school; nothing more, but he's seen as less, and feels like less, until one day there's a new kid in town; Phil Lester. And what are the odds that Dan might talk to Phil? Slim. But of course, Phil ends up sitting next to Dan, starting something without knowing; an unbreakable friendship...

  • asl? ✧ phan
    1.4M 89.6K 70

    "hey, asl?" [highest rank: #26]

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