Dan is secretly suffering from depression. On the outside he seems bubbly and happy, but on the inside he wishes for it to all be over. When his friend, Phil, unexpectedly invites him to stay at his apartment, Dan struggles to keep up the glass that was protecting him. Will Phil help clean up the pieces? TRIGGER WARNI...
His one night stands never leave him. ✖️ dark!luke {lophie short story} ©loudluke
*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.
You and Connor Franta have been best friends since high school. You didn't like him for his fame, but his friendship. Connor helped you through the worst of times, saving you from depression and times of need. However, when Connor moves to London, you're life is upside down! The misery comes to be depression, so much...
Dan has an eating disorder and Phil is yet to find out, but eventually start noticing something isn't right...
Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D
{P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm
"Put the camera down and live in the moment!" Phil laughed. "Don't you get it? My camera, and you is my moment" I smile at him. ------------------- A story told through videos from Dan's camera of last summer when he and Phil were summer lovers.
[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016
{highest ranking; #41 in fanfiction} Two Youtubers, one story. This starts cringey & unrealistic but it gets better, I swear. This is a 'safe' fanfic. I intend that no self harm, suicide, eating disorders etc are included in this book. If there is, I will put a disclaimer at the start of the chapter. Grammar...
I love him and I told him. But he didn't love me back. Phil Lester the love of my life didn't see me as more than a best friend. And soon she came into the picture and things got worse. Accidents happened and he lost her I figured we could go back to the way we were before but he was never the same without her. I kn...
A story where the quiet Phil Lester keeps all his problems in a note book- A note book that gets lost. The popular Dan Howell finds the note book, and sets out to help the lost boy.
Dan was tortured by a school bully as a child. As an adult, he still has nightmares about it. He soon finds out an astonishing secret about himself. Gah! crappy summary, sorry. Later in the story there'll be an epic battle, Shane, Joey, Pj, Chris and maybe some others. Please read, it's better than it sounds. Promise...
a high school phanfiction in which phil is abused and dan is the new kid who cares TW for abuse and death
Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.
Hi~ This is a collection of phan one-shots that I love and I hope you all love them as well! All of these are from Tumblr and Archive of Our Own [there is not will there ever be smut in this particular collection{ *N O T E* I am NOT the author of any of these stories (nor do I claim to be) if one of your stories are...
phan(?) oneshot where Phil never made a YouTube channel and Dan decides to end it all. This is his last note before committing suicide. trigger warnings: suicide, self harm, eating disorders
"This was my life now. Better get used to it." // © -scorpios 2015 (please don't steal my work or repost anywhere!)
October 16, 2009 ~ 'Hello Internet' October 16, 2017 ~ 'Goodbye Internet'
TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?
Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?
Messages that weren't meant to be read (Phan, trigger warning) I do not own Dan, Phil or the title image. Currently being rewritten. No story changes, just phrasing and grammar.
Dan is that kid. The popular boy that every girl swoons over, that everyone wants to be friends with, the boy that's a complete jerk to anyone lower on the totem pole. But deep down, he's just trying to hide and ignore his own secret- that he's gay. Phil is Dan's usual target. Openly gay, awkward, and nerdy, he seems...
"Phil... Please, don't go. I-I didn't mean it! I didn't know what I was doing!" Phil ignored me and kept walking, despite the freezing rain. I fell on my knees, crying. "Please, Phil..." Dan and Phil have been together for years. One night when he was at a party, Dan made a mistake, a big mistake. He never though Phi...
Phil goes to a new school after bullying becomes too much at his other. But the negativity that has placed itself in his life suddenly starts slowly drifting away when he immediately meets a new friend, Dan Howell, almost immediately. Their friendship quickly escalates, and leaves Phil thinking that maybe his life i...
