"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|
"you kind of remind me of stars; you only shine at night when no one is watching." (lower case intended // trigger warning)
It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in...
{Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞
❝Remember that first time we hugged at the train station? I remember seeing your face light up and I hugged you for so long, I didn't want to let go because for once, I felt complete. But that was before you left.❞
Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...
No one ever knew Phil Lester, But now they all know his ass. * When a revealing photo of Phil finds it's way online it starts spreading and eventually catches the eye of his best friend, Dan. TW: abusive relationships [SLOW UPDATES IM SORRY]
This is the first phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) 3rd phanfic: I'm Your Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan Howell is a young teenager, he has many thoughts and many questions about the world and life. He spends every night fig...
It's 2017. Adrian is 18 and going to university in London. Because his brother (Dan) and his flatmate (Phil) live in London, near enough to his university, Adrian is going to stay with them. Adrian is still mad at Dan for the fuss several years back, but doesn't want to have a dorm so... Yeah. He plans to be all reclu...
CURRENTLY UNDER MAJOR EDITING. I realize that a lot of things don't make sense so I'm gonna fix them I do not own Dan, Phil, or any characters in this book. Only the idea belongs to me Punk! Phil x Pastel! Dan Dan is the quiet boy in the back of the room. He loves bright colored clothing, dres...
After the events leading up to Dean's death and Castiel's human reincarnation, things returned to normal for the two. Sam, however, is faced with the threat of his life when Gabriel is kidnapped by an unknown assailant, and he is left alone, bruised and battered. He sets out to find him, but he soon realizes that he m...
A Destiel fan fiction. After the death of Dean Winchester's brother, Sam, he slowly tries to recover with the help of his angel, Castiel. Cas tries everything in his power to make Dean okay. Although, Dean is convinced he is not okay and never will be until his little brother is alive again.
Beating hearts. Sliced skin. Shallow breaths and a feeling of love. That was what we were. "You had a heart made of glass and eyes that only saw stars. You were a canvas soaked in color. Vivid memories and passion saturated your bones. You made me feel."
COMPLETE: First I will state this is a sequel to Summer Camp (I'm sure you already know since that is the title). I know it's been four months, or something stupid like that, but it's time! WRITTEN 2014. (I have since gone through and attempted to improve on this).
COMPLETE : Phil moves to England, to study at a school after a massive argument with his family.- trigger warnings; cutting, sucide references and attempts.
Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).
Sequel to Black and Blue (read that first!) Dan struggles to get back on his feet after everything that's happened. Phil seems distant, and it causes problems in their relationship that Dan isn't sure he can handle.
When Dan and Phil decide to take a walk around London for a night as it all goes well. When the unthinkable happens. For nearly a week Dan almost thought he would never see Phil the way he was before that night.
the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying
Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...
Dan Howell, a 17 year old boy. A mute. Diagnosed with severe anxiety, paranoia and depression. Anti-social. This bot meets Phi Lester, a happy, excitable boy, who loves to talk. But, Phil is new to the school. He doesn't know who are good and who are bad. Phil and Dan meet once, and maybe for the last time. But Phil m...
