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  • Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
    168K 5.7K 42

    Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

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  • 10:05 ~ Phan Highschool AU
    132K 5.1K 27

    Phil is bullied by everyone, or so he thinks. Other fandoms in this fan fiction: fall out boy, muse... trigger warnings: depression, suicidal thoughts/ actions, self harm, bulimia, anorexia

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  • Paint It Black (Phan fic)
    156K 7.1K 24

    Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

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  • Time | Phan AU (MAJOR grammar editing in progress)
    217K 10.9K 31

    Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disord...

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  • Quiet | phan
    85.6K 4.8K 11

    It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

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  • the broken
    1.3M 63.1K 49

    the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

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  • call me dan ➳ phan
    10.8M 325K 192

    just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

  • Just like me: phan
    3M 79.7K 109

    Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* se...

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  • Short Phan smut thing
    158K 1.2K 3

    Phan smut oneshot.

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  • 11:11 • phan
    46.8K 2.7K 19

    11:11pm "I wish my my life was easier. I wish I was happy. I wish my dad wasn't so mean. I wish my mom was still alive.-" 11:12pm "-I wish Philip Michael Lester loved me back." [Dans life was horrid. But he tried not to let it show at school. Read about dans journey about him overcoming his life problems and falling...

  • YouTube • phan {Sequel}
    99.7K 5.2K 22

    Sequel to "Kik | phan" since everyone wanted one! "Hello guys Jamie here! And this is my YouTube channel" Dan and Phil got married and adopted two beautiful children. At the age of 15 Jamie, their daughter decided to start her own YouTube channel. But soon started to receive hate for her parents being gay and other th...

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  • 2009 Phan
    224K 9.9K 51

    When Dan finally meets Phil, and it is the start of something new. ***Text messages before meet up*** ***completed*** ***old*** ***new up 12/25/16***

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  • Kik || Phan
    1.7M 74K 50

    "New Kik Message!" Amazingphil: hello human bean Danisnotonfire: go away I suck at summaries but give this story a try {other celebrities mentioned} ****TRIGGER WARNING****

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  • 2012 Phan
    285K 9.2K 47

    2009 Phan Sequel, sorry but super sad as fuck. Also, these are their drafts

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  • blurry face - phan
    2.3M 152K 46

    " my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

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  • Outcast ✧ Phan
    1.2M 60.2K 23

    Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltz...

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  • Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan
    239K 13.4K 32

    It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in...

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  • Please Don't Go -Phan-
    42.4K 2.4K 37

    I grabbed his hand and whispered "Please don't go Dan, I need you."

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  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 99K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

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  • Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan
    2.6M 126K 24

    Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

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  • Killer | Phan
    330K 15.4K 59

    Today I could have sworn he saw me... but he didn't do anything. Just simply shook his head like he was judging my life and then turned over in his bed. I'll go back tomorrow..

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  • Cutting- A Phil Lester Imagine
    207K 5.5K 22

    Phillip Michael Lester. Dork, Idiot, but we all love him dearly. Little do his Phillions, and his girlfriend, know, he cuts. He is depressed. Phil's depression will cause problems for him and his girlfriend, You. Daniel James Howell.Sarcastic, Smart Ass, but he is not what he seems. Dan has been your best friend for y...

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