paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

Unimpressed

Not so accidental model Dan.

Taken By Sleep {Joshler} |Completed|

(Cover made by the amazing @alltimetrashcan) Tyler: your typical shy new kid Josh: the unpopular nice guy When the two meet, they become best friends. All is happy and well-with a few bumps along the way, of course- and everything goes as a happy Joshler you'd expect. Until you forget to expect the unexpected. Read m...

LGBTQ+ Tumblr Textposts

this was written in like 2016-2017 so ignore the outdated references 😟😟 Collection of lgbtq+ tumblr posts

Infinite | Phan

Phil, If you're reading this. I want you to know that I love you so much. I'm so sorry. -Dan •story is complete•

blurry face - phan

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

twitter // phan

[complete] i want to be there so you don't have to be brave ; copyright © 2017

emotions (phan)

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

In the clouds-Phan

Dan is an overthinker, filled with potential and is a complete mess. His thoughts destroy him and send him spiraling into an inescapable existential crises. Phil is confident, arrogant and thinks hes the best of all, until Dan comes along and fills him with determination for a new route in life: Get in Dan Howells head

Ghost - Phan (#Wattys2016)

It was an accident, but Phil blames himself. Dan's gone, but Phil still feels him there. What did it matter if Dan was dead? Nothing.... Nothing mattered anymore.... (Warnings: MC death, depression, attempted self-harm, alcohol and drinking, very angsty, I cried while rereading this so you may cry too) I have no idea...

Quiet | phan

It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

Flowers for Phil

One sentence chapter phan story. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying