One Way || Phan

One Way; a phanfiction about the consequences of love. TW: abuse, minor mention of depressive thoughts. I don't recommend reading if you're easily triggered by things like these.

Summer Camp | Phan (1/3)

Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).

Pest//phan au

Dan Howell has never been the most social person. He can't be touched, or else he has a major panic attack; he's cold and distant to everyone except his best friend, Cat; all he ever really does is study. One day, an unusually perky boy moves to town and becomes extremely interested in Dan. TRIGGER WARNING: panic atta...

Touch - Phan

"'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I s...

A Collection of Phan One-Shots

paint my world

you're the color of everything that's ever meant anything

the day i met him ↠ phan

This story is one that I started a year ago so it moves a bit fast and it's very cringey so I'm sorry //TRIGGER WARNING// //eating disorders// Dan is a troubled soul looking to drugs and alcohol for relief until he walked into a cafe and saw the man that would change his life forever. Phil

blank | phan

"You're the only masterpiece I need." - TRIGGER WARNING: DISEASES, DEATH, FAMILY, FAMILY ISSUES, BLOOD, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH © cherryjoonseok 2015

psychedelia | phan

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...

the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

What I see:Phan

Dan always seems normal. He is kind to his friends and loves all things nerdy, which is why kids find him an easy target. But what most people don't know, is that he is trapped in a deep state of depression that he can't get out of, thanks to the death of his father, his alcoholic step-father, the bullies at school, a...

Flower Crowns and Stars. Phan AU

Dan liked to wear black and look at the stars. He always wore a frown, reflecting his loneliness. Phil liked to wear pastel colours and pick flowers. He always smiled, showing that he was ready to brighten anyone's day. They were almost opposites... yet they were meant to be best friends. TW: Bullying.

trees // phan

I WROTE THIS A YEAR AGO; APOLOGIES FOR THE SHITTY WRITING AND THE CRINGE i know where you stand silent in the trees and that's where i am silent in the trees why won't you speak where i happen to be silent in the trees standing cowardly

all of the stars [phan-completed]

"he looked up, and fell in love all over again with the idea of a happy ending." [in which dan howell misses phil lester, and he just wants him back] + lowercase intentional inspired by "all of the stars" by ed sheeran trigger warnings: character death, self harm, suicide

Purpose || phan (book 2)

"Hello?" I pant. "Is this Phil Lester?" Someone's on the other end. I gulp. "Yes." "We have news on..." I hear papers ruffle in the background. "Uh...Dan Howell?"

My Name Is Dan (Phan AU)

My name is Dan. Not Danielle. I'm a 16 year old boy. I'm not a girl. I'm Dan. - [copyright ary asylum 2015] [any art used is mine unless otherwise stated]

another side ➳ phan

it's only a game. isn't it?

genderfluid ➸ phan

I'm not indecisive