headspace ; phan

dan howell liked space, and in phil's eyes he saw galaxies. phil lester liked nature, maybe dan could paint him flowers. [spaceboy!dan x plantboy!phil]

poetry boy :: phan

he was a blank canvas and words could flow out of him effortlessly, there was never a stutter or a stop. he was a sky of colour, a mess of words tumble out of his mouth, messy and faint. *this fanfic contains drinking, abuse, and mention(s) of suicide. if there are any specific trigger warnings, send a DM please!

[ cobwebs + flies ]

- dan always hated the idea of secret admirers. - that is, until phil came along. [punk!phil x pastel!dan] ::::

the real world + phan (cancelled)

(CANCELLED;;; for moral reasons lmao) "Welcome to the real world, where the pavement is the end and no one gives a shit until it's over." ++ or the one where Dan is a downer, and all Phil wants to do is take him higher

Better || phan; sequel to fine.

When so much damage has been done, is it possible to recover and get better?

Head Down (phanfiction)

"People are always so much more complex then you think, but you'll never get a chance to find that out if you keeping walking with your head down." * Phil is a musical prodigy. Dan is still figuring himself out. Neither of them have anyone to talk to, so a simple tutoring gig quickly turns into something more meaningf...

pretend (phan)

Dan Howell was the typical spoiled, rich boy with butlers driving him to operas and maids making him nachos for breakfast. Phil Lester, however, was the opposite. Barely any money and deadbeat parents, he lives in a bad neighborhood in a gross apartment with cat hair covering the carpet and an odd roommate. And then...

Misfit (Phan AU)

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

new unknown message //phan au

to: phil from: unknown caller your eyes as blue and as vast as the seas darling please won't you notice me? x secret admirer -lower case intended -holy shi t sorry this goes like really unrealistically fucking fast -whoops

flashlight➾ phan

when i am sad, oh god im sad

lonely eyes ➾ phan (under construction)

in which phil works at a psych ward and meets a lonely eyed boy called dan ((trigger warnings)) mild drugs, swearing, smut, self harm, depressing thoughts,

He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)

TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...

Camp // phan

Camp Overfell is a two month long escape from the troubling teenage life. At least, that's what the website says. For Dan Howell, it's nothing but an excuse for his parents to get rid of him for the summer, and rightly so. Okay, so maybe he fucks up sometimes. He didn't mean to set the classroom on fire, he was just...

Boundaries ➸ Phan

Phil has never had a best friend until now. He didn't see it as a bad thing, but there was a down side to not having experience in friendships or relationships... How was Phil meant to know the definition of platonic? If there was a line between friendship and a relationship, where was it? Had Phil crossed it? ❝ The f...