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  • Does it hurt? Phan (completed)
    154K 5.9K 15

    Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his...

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  • paper thin (phan)
    1M 54K 24

    *'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

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  • Entanglement
    223K 14K 40

    in which a demon named dan accidentally falls in love with an angel named phil. {phan au} highest ranking- #27 in danisnotonfire

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  • The Aftermath
    103K 6.2K 27

    Sequel to Black and Blue (read that first!) Dan struggles to get back on his feet after everything that's happened. Phil seems distant, and it causes problems in their relationship that Dan isn't sure he can handle.

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  • Black and Blue
    266K 13.5K 34

    Dan is the senior that everyone looks up to, he is charming, witty and sometimes even nice. Phil is the sophomore that is constantly being bullied for being who he his, a boy who likes boys. Roles seem to switch when Dan saves Phil's life, and finds himself falling for the younger boy. Dan is the new target for torme...

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  • blurry face - phan
    2.3M 152K 46

    " my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
    280K 9.4K 12

    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • Suicided // Phan
    402 10 4

    Phil was always bullied and he got abused by his parents . But then it change when he found the love of his life

  • Galaxy Boy
    9K 292 12

    a high school phanfiction in which phil is abused and dan is the new kid who cares TW for abuse and death

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  • Never Alone (Phan AU)
    8K 359 12

    Sequel to He Speaks Suicide Years after all the madness of Dan's family life and attempts of suicide, him and Phil are married. With a beautiful family, a loving husband, and well paying job, what more could you want? It's the life everyone wants, but what happens when the dark thoughts return and the not-so-happy cou...

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  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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  • closer (phan)
    1.8K 95 34

    Meet Dan Howell, abused, depressed and lonely, the only way he can express himself is through anger. Then there's Phil Lester, a secretly depressed teen who wants nothing more but for everyone else to be happy. How can to people who are both hurt and broken fix another's life?

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  • If I Knew Then (Phan)
    617K 23.7K 32

    **Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

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  • Bully // Phan au
    465K 14.8K 102

    Dan is bullied, Phil is a bully Finished October 31st 2016 All rights reserved @midnightphanfic 2016 {trigger warning! Don't read if you're triggered by physical + verbal bullying, gay slurs and suicidal thoughts}

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  • Bruises. •Phan•
    436K 12.5K 101

    Trigger Warning: physical/mental abuse "You are the mistake that ruined my life"

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  • BLIND BOY // PHAN
    23K 1.5K 13

    Dan is blind, it's been that way since he was born. Phil was a blunt, arrogant boy in his chemistry class. - tw/ some anxious and depressing thoughts

  • The Bully
    42.5K 1.7K 9

    Phil Lester is the resident bully who likes to use Dan Howell as his punching bag. When they get paired together for a school project, will Dan end up changing Phil for the better?

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  • Abused
    6.5K 59 14

    "I'm hurt.....in every way, Phil. I'm part of the Abused" Dan spoke, tears spilling from his face onto Phil's shoulder "I know, Dan but I promise.....I promise Ill make you better, love" He whisper and stood up turning in the ado-...... If you want to know what happens to Daniel, Phil and the terrible journey over the...

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  • [DISCONTINUED] Support Group // Phan
    20K 843 15

    -Sequel to 'bully'- Dan's moved schools, to avoid the ruthless tormenting again from Chris and Phil. He's started going to a lgbtq+ support group and is shocked when his homophobic bully Phil turns up - TRIGGER WARNING - Self-harm, anxiety attacks, blood, hospitals, bullying I would suggest not reading this is self-h...

  • Maybe I Never Loved You
    105 10 5

    Dan Howell is breaking apart. Metaphorically and literally. He's gotten abused and taken advantage of more times than he can count. That was, until he escaped on day and found a young boy by the name of Phil. He promised Phil he wouldnt be a bother and that if he'd just take him in he'd be alright. But does being ment...

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  • best man//phan
    177K 11.2K 11

    dan is the best man at phil's wedding ; copyright © 2016

  • snapchat
    12M 630K 194

    [completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

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