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"say my name, dan howell"

Dear Dan (an adopted by phan story)

(Warning: mentions of cutting and depression, I will add warnings on chapters with cutting, but depression is not going to be labeled) Samantha has had it rough, she is a lesbian and that fact made her parents disown her, she has a friend named Hanna, who's mom died in a car crash with her baby sister, and who's dad w...

Adopted by Dan and Phil

Alex was an orphan. She didn't really have any friends there as it was an all girls orphanage and she wasn't very girly at all. She loves to watch Youtubers and one day two unexpected people adopt her.

one new message... ☻ phan

a short story of what happened when dan first messages phil for editing tips »mini fic«

Adopted and Dying // Adopted By Dan and Phil

He was adopted and dying, but will he give up trying?

You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

Adopted By Phan

!CURRENTLY EDITING! Adoption story with Phan. Most chapters are around 10-20 pages, shorter if I'm updating a lot and longer if I'm not updating as much. TRIGGERS: SELF-HATE SELF-HARM DEPRESSION ANXIETY

Adopted by Phan *ON HOLD*

Mary is a 15 year old Australian girl who gets sent to a London orphanage when her parents don't want her anymore. She is ready to give up on life when her two idols, Dan and Phil, ask if they an adopt her. What will happen next?

ADOPTED BY PHAN

13-year-old Iris has been living her life trapped in lonely foster homes. She's moved almost every month, due to being antisocial and distant towards the families. Nobody seems to understand the trauma she's dealing with; the memories of her biological family constantly haunting her. It's impossible for her to feel a...

fat {Phan}

f a t Those three letters have defined Phil his whole life. But he soon discovers another three letters that just might save him... d a n

nyctophilia | phan

nyctophilia ; an abnormal preference for darkness "we were fighting and there was a knife and i- i slit her throat. phil, i killed her." [first published: 25 december 2015 finished: 6 may 2016]

The Phan in Our Stars

After attending the premiere of The Fault in Our Stars, Phil shares a secret with Dan that will change their lives forever. (A TFIOS-inspired phanfiction) genre: (kinda sad) fluff tw: cancer, death WRITTEN IN THIRD PERSON

Identity (Phan)

Dan is definitely beyond nervous to start at the prestigious boarding school, Harrison Academy. He wants to get away from the past and start a new life, where he meets his dorm mate, Phil Lester. Phil is always happy, it seems, and wants the best for everyone, but as he continues to get to know Dan, he realizes that t...

onesie. ☤ phan au

"hi, i'm phil and i have heart cancer." ☤ © phntasia 2015 HOSPITAL SERIES BOOK ONE HIGHEST RANKING IN FANFICTION: #461

My Happy Little Phil | Phan (EDITING)

Dan is the school bad boy who doesn't know what love is. He doesn't feel anything but pain and wants to bury his troubles in something. And Dan's Happy Little Pill is a boy with blue eyes. But what happens when Dan develops feelings for his 'Happy Little Phil?' ~•~•~ Troye Sivan song fic TRIGGER WARNING: -Depression ...

moods / phan

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

blurry face - phan

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

Everything Is Ephemeral - phan

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

Rings | Phan

{COMPLETE} AU where everyone has a mood ring that tells them their soulmates mood. Also Pastel! Dan and Punk! Phil. Phil hates the idea of the rings and doesn't wear his but Dan thinks the idea is romantic and wears his almost everyday.

Gay Dads [Adopted By Phan} (Complete!)

Seven is a happy kid. He honestly only has two complaints with life, homophobes and having no parents. He's a twelve-year-old fanboy that's spent more time on the Internet than sleeping in his entire life. And he's part of the Phandom.

Gender Fluid - Phan

A phanfic. Gender fluid!Dan Gender fluid!Phil Lots of Phan, a little KicktheStickz Warnings: dysphoria, angst Cover: -Drawing: http://sunnyaalisse.tumblr.com/post/134988790463/people-like-flower-crowns-because-they-are-pretty -Design: @_obscurefacade

Paint It Black (Phan fic)

Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

Doomed-Bring Me The Horizon

Dan and Phil get in a fight, causing Phil to leave. Will he want to take Dan back? Is their marriage in jeopardy?

5:30 ; d.h

"Nova, you have piano lessons at 5:30." - What's Hot #1 in #amazingphilisnotonfire What's New #1 in #amazingphilisnotonfire P.S.A: I have never read or heard of the story Childish so please don't say I copied or whatever! This story was my own idea and I had no intention to use anyone else's ideas. Thank you :) Cover...

You Matter To Me (Phan)(discontinued)

Existential crisis Dan is confused and his bestfriend Phil is extending a helping hand.

Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan

It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in...

For Our Parent's Sakes (Phanfiction)

Everything was like a puzzle that had yet to be put together. It was like all the pieces were there, but you didn't know where to connect them and how they fit in. Dan was the puzzle, and I wanted to know how to solve it.

The Lion and the Llama (Phanfiction)

*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually h...

Fighter-A Phan Story

Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request