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  • Dear Dan, I Miss You
    7.5K 507 25

    Not everything has a happy ever after. --------- After a car crash leaves Dan with memory loss, Phil writes him letters to try and regain those memories. *cover art credit to artist*

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  • In Your Dreams // phan
    211K 14.8K 49

    Dan Howell never wanted dreams. Because dreams meant he met his soulmate, and meeting his soulmate meant dooming them to a terrible life of memories about his anxiety-ridden past. But when he literally bumps into the boy he was supposed to be perfect for, he may realise he's willing to put his fears behind him and let...

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  • moods / phan
    2.3M 127K 39

    in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

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  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 99K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

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  • Camp YouTube (YouTube FanFic) #Wattys2014
    70.6K 2.4K 22

    ==COMPLETED== "One camp. One sick, twisted camp that goes by the name of Camp YouTube...Twelve YouTubers. Twelve of the best YouTubers divided into six teams of two...One month of seemingly harmless challenges turns into one month of fighting for survival and the chance of winning...Eight challenges. Two challenges pe...

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  • Misfit (Phan AU)
    4.1M 101K 53

    Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

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  • Avenior - Dan's Journal (Phan)
    278 28 2

    This is a collection of journal entries starting on October 22nd, 2009 and going onward, chronicling all of Dan's thoughts about his new and soon best friend Phil so he can "look back on them for reference when they're old." Avenior - the desire to see memories in advance.

  • High On You (Phan) // Unfinished
    54.6K 2.5K 19

    Dan Howell is not a happy person. He relies on any type of high to get him through each day and he's never been in love with any girl he's dated. His parents want him to marry his girlfriend of two years, but he can't bring himself to marry someone he doesn't love, and who doesn't love him. He meets a man named Phil...

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  • Something new
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    After getting sick of the constant bullying from his previous school, Dan Howell starts at a boarding school miles from his small home town. But the new people he meets have a bigger impact on him than he ever thought was possible.

  • I'd Do Anything: A Phanfiction
    433K 16.8K 27

    When Dan and Phil decide to make a prank video, they conceive the most brilliant plan. Nothing can go wrong until Dan has to leave for an unexpected trip and Phil is left at home to upload the video. Phil was a bit careless, and uploading and the prank went a bit downhill. How will they dig themselves out of this hole...

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  • Got A Secret, Can You Keep It?
    39.1K 1.6K 22

    Dan Howell and Phil Lester have stopped keeping eachother in the friend zone, but can they really keep their relationship from the internet before bad things happen? *DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE EXTREME CRINGE*

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  • Finger Paint | Phan
    225K 6.6K 53

    {P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm

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  • Oh, Dan
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    Dan is devestated by Phils death, but unexpectedly he runs into a familiar face whilst grieving his friend. Sequel to Oh, Phil!

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  • Oh, Phil
    39.8K 1.6K 24

    Dan and Phil reveal their true feelings for each other but will their romance last? Follow Dan and Phil in this story full of unfortunate events and find out if they get their happy ending. [Contains: Selfharm / eating disorder / suicidal thoughts ] If you enjoyed this story, please vote, comment and follow me for mo...

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  • You're Driving Me Crazy - Phan
    24.7K 970 18

    You're Driving Me Mental sequel. Phil is slowly going insane. Well, more 'insane' then he previously thought he was. Dan is definitely more 'insane' then before, making Phil, the supporting boyfriend, want to look after him. One day Phil snaps and walks out on Dan, moving in with his parents for a while. Feeling guil...

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  • spacenames- phan chat room AU☆
    229K 17K 115

    You've been connected with a stranger! You both like: space! VenusPhil: Hi (^-^) saturndan: hi VenusPhil: hELLo fELLo sPaCE GEEk saturndan has disconnected from chat •-• WARNING: this was my first book and it's terrible, i'm sorry in advance for the shitpost you are about to read ! you have been warnedヽ( ຶ▮ ຶ)ノ!!! •...

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  • So You Tried to Put a Fire Out, but You Used Gasoline ~ Phan
    20.2K 771 13

    [this story is unfinished.] Dan has been having violent outbursts and Phil won't take "I'm fine" as an answer. His outbursts occur more and more every day, and they come to the conclusion that there is something medically/mentally wrong with him. Just one trip to the doctor's office and one diagnosis could change ev...

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  • Dreamer [Phanfiction]
    109K 6K 20

    Enrolling into one of the best universities in the country, Phil Lester is ecstatic. But all of his excitement fades away when he meets his new roommate, Dan Howell, who has his mind set upon getting Phil transferred rooms. Dan is cold to him from the beginning, but Phil believes he could be hiding something from him...

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  • What I see:Phan
    53.2K 1.9K 33

    Dan always seems normal. He is kind to his friends and loves all things nerdy, which is why kids find him an easy target. But what most people don't know, is that he is trapped in a deep state of depression that he can't get out of, thanks to the death of his father, his alcoholic step-father, the bullies at school, a...

  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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