edge

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

Before You Leave // Phan

❝Remember that first time we hugged at the train station? I remember seeing your face light up and I hugged you for so long, I didn't want to let go because for once, I felt complete. But that was before you left.❞

After I Left // Phan

{Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞

Emails To Dan

Dan and Phil's friendship has ended. They moved out from their flat and went their separate ways. Phil has tried to keep in touch with Dan, but he never answers. All of his emails are unanswered, but that doesn't mean Dan never reads them.

Emails To Phil (Sequel to EMAILS TO DAN)

After three years of Dan not answering Phil's emails, he finally responds. Though, the tables turn. Phil doesn't reply to Dan after he replies. Dan will try to keep in contact with Phil after all he has done, but he doubts he'd ever reply back. Highest Rank: #33 Fanfiction

Tied Down.

It's not every day that you get kidnapped along with your best friend... Dan Howell is about to discover he's involved in the most sick, twisted game ever. One in which he must decide who gets the daily beatings out of him and his best friend Phil Lester. However, this sudden change in lifestyle brings new opportuniti...

Hesitancy | Phan (Story Two)

2017 and the boys are planning a wedding that's happening in just one month. Sure they had some difficulty with Phil's past relationships but once they both recognized their feelings... they were set. But what if there's more? More to Liz than they ever knew?

Uncertainty | Phan (Story One)

Dan and Phil have been best friends for years but lately their relationship has been rocky. After a tough day, Phil comes home and delivers some interesting news. Little did he know that what he had to say would destroy everything.

Save me. || Phan ||

Dan Howell is a typical fanboy who spends all his time on the internet in the dark of his room, watching a boy named Phil Lester. What will happen when Dan finally meets Phil and Phil asks him to hang out?

Killer | Phan

Today I could have sworn he saw me... but he didn't do anything. Just simply shook his head like he was judging my life and then turned over in his bed. I'll go back tomorrow..

kisses ✎ phan

[COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

Summer Camp | Phan (1/3)

Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).