younow ✎ phan au

[COMPLETED] LIVE - AmazingPhil: "come watch me :)"

snapchat

[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4

asl? ✧ phan

"hey, asl?" [highest rank: #26]

addiction ✎ phan

[COMPLETED] when dan buys cigarettes to a store who has a cute shop assistant

the love club

i'm sitting pretty on the throne there's nothing more i want except to be alone. + or where dan is a optimistic openly gay high school student and phil is doing everything to deny himself one simple thing. trigger warnings for • coarse language • alcohol and drug references • physical and verbal abuse • sexual sce...

Before You Leave // Phan

❝Remember that first time we hugged at the train station? I remember seeing your face light up and I hugged you for so long, I didn't want to let go because for once, I felt complete. But that was before you left.❞

control ;; phan

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

fuckboy

[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016

Pretty Boy (Phan)

Dan wanted to be pretty (TW: death/eating disorders/depression) Also im not good at covers if you wanna make me one thats great (@phan-tabulousphil on tumblr) Sorry for the promo but I need Current cover by Danspillow

dear insecurities [phan-completed]

"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}

public fear ☹ phan

"Do you know those cartoons where people have a little devil and a little angel on their shoulder?" "Yeah?" "That's exactly what I have." ~ trigger warning(s): mentions of; pills, panic attacks, good/bad personas <3

late night thoughts ;; phan

You asked me if I was okay. I said yes. Why did I say yes, Dan?

one call away✧phan

after a huge fight resulting in phil moving away, dan keeps texting phil hoping for an answer ✧。:･✧✧。:･✧✧。:･✧✧。:･✧ trigger warning: sad content ?? ✧。:･✧✧。:･✧✧。:･✧✧。:･✧

love me // phan

he looks me in the eye. C O M P L E T E

sad face // phan

complete phil: you okay dan? dan: ;( will go through severe editing and plot changing in late january--early febuary

transgender ➳ phan

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

drown ↣ phan (complete )

"you're the only thing saving me from myself." (this book is a piece of s h i t)

Blue Stain

Black and blue turns to two.

drop dead ; phan

"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|

Deep // Phan AU

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

all of the stars [phan-completed]

"he looked up, and fell in love all over again with the idea of a happy ending." [in which dan howell misses phil lester, and he just wants him back] + lowercase intentional inspired by "all of the stars" by ed sheeran trigger warnings: character death, self harm, suicide

After I Left // Phan

{Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞

kisses ✎ phan

[COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

undone ; phan [ completed ]

Dear Dan, I thought I should start writing letters to you. I know it's cheesy, but I've always been accused of being a hopeless romantic. I guess people are right - love drives you crazy. - Phil © 2015 -oceanrising

call me dan ➳ phan

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

stuck inside ; phan [ completed ]

dan put up walls that phil had already climbed over. © 2016 -oceanrising

Up All Night // phan

Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying