Minho is just a casual guy, who's traumatic past doesn't let him fall in love. He's cold to everyone and people are afraid of him. That's until a new kid transfer to his school. As they get closer and closer to each other, minho realizes he's not completely lost and the boy, who he suddenly met, can open his heart sid...
[#1 in #bangchan] 08.01 [#1 in #straykids] 08.02 beck and jae flopped onto their bed, opening up their laptop. "CHAN IS LIVE JAE CLICK ON IT CLICK ON IT!" beck screamed, repeatedly hitting jae's arm. she paused and swatted beck's arm away. "hit me one more time beck, see what happens." chan's smiling face came onto th...
Felix, a 18 year old boy, always been bullied for his weight, decides to take a toll in his life. He wants to loose as much weight as possible to fit the beauty standards. At first, it was a slight hatred for his reflection in the mirror, but now, he can't stand to look in the mirror and if he does, he has the urge to...
"Hey. Please wake up. For me, for everyone, okay?" In which Chan's in a coma and Jeongin talks to him. TW// -suicide -homophobia -death -guns STARTED: 12/19/18 ENDED: 12/27/18 -full description inside -
"Quit being so damn clingy, it's annoying" "I'm sorry" TW - MATURE FOR A REASON Start - July 2 2022 End - August 29 2022
Jimin was not ok. his whole life he struggled with depression, but for the past year, everything had gotten worse. he couldn't sleep, instead, he stayed up all night tortured by his thoughts and attempting to distract himself with pain. ever since what happened at the night of their 100 million views celebration party...
How does it feel when all you think about is losing weight? [ a jikook fanfiction ] started - 17.04.17 finished - 20.09.18 trigger warnings : mentions of self harm, insecurities, eating disorders, suicide attempt etc. please do not read if these subjects will trigger you. take care of your mental health, it's so impo...
[HUGE TW FOR THE FIRST CHAPTER] Minho, do you hear me now? Do you see me now? I fell apart just enough for you to look. Healing is a struggle. It's painful, scary, confusing. But so is letting yourself spiral downwards. Pick your fucking struggle. Warnings : - detailed self harm - sexual assault - smut - eating...
"you love me right? we both know you do." - k.sm in which kim seungmin is mentally unstable and will do anything to break hyunjin's heart and stability.
[COMPLETE] Han Jisung is just a 19 year old boy who was traumatized when he was 12. Lee Felix is just a 19 year old boy who saw something no one should ever see when they are 10. Yes, they do end up dating... but what if they're already too far gone to ever get better? Started: 17 September 2019 Ended: 22 October 2019
"why are you doing this to yourself?." where felix is seen and described as a spaz and a freak, but really he's just a hurt boy with a fragile heart... hyunjin on the other hand, is popular and is kind of a jerk..., at least that's what everyone thinks of him. in reality he's a boy that plasters his injuries with inf...
"i'm not like you, never will be" MINHO X JISUNG started; 30.5.20 #25 in changlix
what happens when you find out that the school's happy pill, isn't so happy after all? tw : depression, anxiety, su*cide talk #2 Hyunlix - 05-01-2021 note : this fanfic is completely fiction and non of the events mentioned, has happened in real life.
"Fucking hell, I swear there isnt a day where you don't cry, what could've possibly happened that constantly makes you cry?!" "I-I-" "You were being a slut and got broken up with huh, someone like you doesn't deserve anyone." TW - MATURE FOR A REASON Start - Nov 21 2022 End - Jan 3 2023
Minho has had enough on his plate but depsite that he was always 'fine.' Having trouble with his emotions, that are bottled up, his family tries to persuade him into going to a psychologist. Minho goes but he doesn't open up at all. The psychologist needs to use special methods and spend a lot of time with Minho. Will...
lee felix has never been fond of living, but too scared to end his life. to cope, he does a lot of stuff that could get him killed; he's a suicidal daredevil. one day at school, he gets the sudden urge to finally end it, until a boy steps in at the last second. #2-minsung 5.14.22 #3-txt 5.23.22 #4-hyunlix 6.5.22 #5-h...
Jeongin has depression. He doesn't care about anything, that's why he let the love of his life use him for his sexual needs. Will hyunjin fall for jeongin or will he just use him till he finds someone new? ⚠️nsfw⚠️ //TW: depression// Cover by @diamoans
Felix hurts himself during practice, so Chan does his best to keep the rebellious boy from hurting himself even more. Along the way though, Chan realizes his feelings towards Felix.... *this was literally my first book ever published in like 2019 so apologies for mistakes and bad grammar lol*
hyunjin's parents wanted hyunjin to have a love of his life, so he used felix to pretending to be his boyfriend. but the unexpected thing happened to both of them after that. disclaimers! - self h@rm -suicide talk -swearing -drinking -eating disorders -abuse -kwj (former skz member) - smut
han jisung, a freak experiment, finds his safe place with lee minho, a gang member. but not all is as it seems. top ! minho bottom ! jisung hybrid / gang au !!! - will contain nsfw content such as: violence, blood, mentions of sex, mentions of suicide, swearing, and self harm !!! - will contain lots of angst #11...
They met on a rooftop, she was there to take some fresh air while he was there to end his life, he didn't knew if he was right . . This is the story of Bang chan, how he met a girl who stopped him from ending it all. It's a story about how Chan formed stray kids and how they achieved their dream with love, passion and...
"Fine. I pinkie promise never to try to kill myself ever again." In which Jeongin helps Chan recover from a suicide attempt. TW// -suicide --- THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO 661!!! STARTED: 12-30-18 ENDED: 04-17-19
always wanted everyone to like me, when i didn't even like myself. like an empty can - you're just loud. tw : - detailed sh - sa - ed - drug abuse - suicidal thoughts - homophobia - self hatred
minho hates the new drummer. 12/24/23- 1m reads !!! credits to my best friend and soulmate for this ff idea ⚠️TWS//⚠️ sh ed suicidal thoughts abuse homophobia smut
In which the lonely and invisible Seungmin left a note in his favorite book on the school's library, hoping to make a friend. In which the most popular guy in school was forced to read a book for the first time in his life. Side ships: Minsung Changlix JeongChan Tw: Self harm Slight eating disorder Domestic violence...
oh my god they were roommates ⚠️TW//⚠️ homophobia self harm suicidal thoughts possible eating disorder bxb smut bullying child abuse s/a if any of these make you uncomfortable please do not read this story. it is not my intention to make anyone upset or uncomfortable. started: november 15, 2020 finished: februa...
"Oh Felix...why would you do this to yourself?" Hyunjin asks him, eyes washing over his gaunt chest, sunken cheeks, and trembling hands. Felix had made a grave mistake - he left the scales out. The members question him and now all the sudden weight loss makes sense. His entire world starts to fall as he desperately tr...
"Why do you like thunderstorms ?" "Because it shows that even nature needs to scream sometimes..." Minhos parents died, years ago. He now lives with his grandma a sweet and caring person. Then he meets Chan. Someone who needs a person to be there for him, to save him from his father but especially from himself. TRIGG...
ʚ♡︎ɞ in which Han Jisung finally manages to burn it Han Jisung centric started: a little while ago ended: 180622 tw: self harm (not explicit contents), eating disorders, self hatred, self sabotage. still under major editing [on AO3 under the same title]