magari | kou mukami
magari- translates roughly to "if only it were true" or "yeah, right".
setsunai (adj.)- the feeling between bittersweet, painful, and wistful; a heartrending emotion.
ukiyo (n.)- "the floating world" living in the moment, detached from the bothers of life.
saudade (n.)- a nostalgia longing for something or someone that was loved and then lost, with the knowledge that it or they might never return; "the love that remains".