"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...
Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek h...
When so much damage has been done, is it possible to recover and get better?
**TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, ABUSE, etc*** COMPLETED 10/12/16 Dan walks into class one day with a black eye, a burst lip and bruises and cuts up his arm. What is he hiding from Phil?
an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt. "mind if i sit here?" "not really" "hi, i'm phil lester" "dan howell" 1st book !note that in this fanfic they're the same age! !TW for mentions of self harm!
Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...
Slicing open your skin every night over something so small is completely and utterly stupid. But for Dan Howell, there isn't any other way to show that he's hurting inside, Sure, there's AmazingPhil whose presence enthrals him yet you can't cure hurt just from a couple of videos that last only a few minutes. But what...
I wrote this book because I personally have struggles with this and a lot of this is basically all the things that happened to me. Stacey in this is actually supposed to be me and everything she experienced (well, mostly) happened to me. All the pictures are actual photos of the people and the place I stayed and the...
she would never be good enough for them. *lower case intentional cover by the lovely @fourgiving TW: eating disorders, bullying, self harm please read responsibly and take care of yourself <3
Dan, depressed and anorexic, gave up on speaking years ago. He was lost in alcohol and loneliness until a black haired boy showed up and broke the silence. [trigger warning; depression, anxiety and anorexia/bulimia] - this story is from a german girl, who's not fluently speaking english
~Made by me and J4MMYD0DG3R~ Why can't you see... Just how beautiful... You are to me...
There is a reason for my diet... I lost weight because you liked me thin.
How does it feel when all you think about is losing weight? [ a jikook fanfiction ] started - 17.04.17 finished - 20.09.18 trigger warnings : mentions of self harm, insecurities, eating disorders, suicide attempt etc. please do not read if these subjects will trigger you. take care of your mental health, it's so impo...
Dan wants to die. He is alone. No one loves him. He's got it planned...until a certain raven haired boy pops in... Triggers: self harm, suicide, eating disorders, depression, anxiety
[COMPLETE] Dan sends anonymous texts to his bully, Phil. Bad decisions lead to unrefined, sloppy, disgusting love. warnings; -panic attacks -hurt/comfort -self harm -eating disorder
Dan has an eating disorder and Phil is yet to find out, but eventually start noticing something isn't right...
*set after the house of hades* Nico, Annabeth, Percy, Jason, Piper, Leo, Frank and Hazel are aboard the Argo II after saving Percy and Annabeth and everything seems fine. To them that is. Nico is depressed, anorexic and has schizophrenia. With the voices in his head getting louder and louder will Nico be able to be t...
**TRIGGER WARNING** THIS STORY WILL CONTAIN MENTIONS OR SCENES THAT MAY BE TROUBLING (ex. Self harm, eating disorders, depression, suicide, etc.) ________________________________ solace- noun, Also called solacement 1. comfort in sorrow, misfortune, or trouble, alleviation of distress or discomfort. 2. something that...
Solangelo❤️ please read the first part of the first chapter in bold and Italics it will describe what will be in this book??
On his first day back from the infirmary, Nico has a nightmare and starts to relapse into his old ways. Will walks in for a check up, only to find Nico soaked in his own blood. Solangelo because I'm trash ;)) help. Trigger warnings: cutting, self harm, self destruction, suicidal thoughts, anorexia mentions, swearing...
So this is going to take place right after Nico tells Percy that he isn't his type. Warning: triggers (depression, cutting, hints and suggestions at anorexia) I do not write smut as even though I read it I feel as if writing smut would take all of my innocence away
Dan is secretly suffering from depression. On the outside he seems bubbly and happy, but on the inside he wishes for it to all be over. When his friend, Phil, unexpectedly invites him to stay at his apartment, Dan struggles to keep up the glass that was protecting him. Will Phil help clean up the pieces? TRIGGER WARNI...
Dan wanted to be pretty (TW: death/eating disorders/depression) Also im not good at covers if you wanna make me one thats great (@phan-tabulousphil on tumblr) Sorry for the promo but I need Current cover by Danspillow
eating makes me sick, not eating makes me sick, at least one makes me pretty TW// eating disorder!!
That feeling deep down in your stomach, the craving. Yeah, I've had that. But not for food or blood or lust. The emptiness achieved from not eating since Monday. That's what I craved. #414 in fanfiction lol get recked
(crossdressing!phil) phil is insecure, has anxiety, and has selfharm tendencies. (anorexia!dan) dan just wants to be thin. (trigger warning, selfharm/suicidal thoughts-actions/anorexia/ect...)