trying to leave his terrible past behind , ashton irwin moved to a new city with his mother. Everything seems to be finally working out, when he meets the boy of his dreams. But what happens when his past catches up to him...
Ashton can't take care of his own brother, so his parents hire a babysitter. © goldenstarkey | 2014
"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irw...
Ashton lost his vision and hearing. The only thing that makes him smile is touching Luke.
Luke is the lead singer of the band 500 Years of Winter and Ashton's biggest fan. Ashton is a Youtuber and Luke's biggest fan. Side Stories: Michael is a gay weirdo who starts dating Ashton's best friend. Calum is bisexual and thinks no one wants him. NO MALUM!!
Luke wasn't sure exactly when his life turned into a train wreck, but he knew that it probably coincided with the day he met Ashton. The original can be read on AO3 here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/1083092/chapters/2177593
2 boys in love with each other, but can't show it, who knew that would tear the band apart. Maybe the band might be okay with 3 people. Band members have changed. No one is the same now. They all live in silence.
"I use cutting as an alternative to committing suicide. The blood reminds me I'm alive, and it's oddly comforting. It's my only escape from this hell." WARNING: triggers like self harm are a common occurrence in this particular fan fic, also there's swearing, if that...
Life gets better? Try telling that to Ashton Irwin, who's life has only been shit. He doesn't believe in anything or himself anymore, and he's nearing his breaking point. Luke Hemmings is the new kid, and he immediately becomes well known; due to his charming looks and personality. But when he sees the hazel eyed boy...
Ashton was just taking a picture with a fan. That was it, nothing special. All that changed when she tricked him and they ended up kissing. Unfortunately Ashon's boyfriend, Luke, saw the whole thing. Luke gets pissed at Ashton and they get in a fight. Can Ashton fix everything with a little smut and sex?
"Do you ever wonder what's on the other side?" "No, because this is all I've ever known. My imagination can only stretch so far from reality." // all rights reserved © ashtonsos twenty-fourteen
"dont worry, ash. everything is alright. they just dont understand." (lowercase intended)
"what fades must come back." >> this book was written before the song 'if you don't know' was released, but seems to be closely related. disclaimer: i wrote this in 2014. it's really bad. also the picture used in the cover was created by me and reposted onto other social medias by fans i gave permission to.
People always think Luke is the innocent baby of the band. What if they were wrong?
